A Place for My Head

2009-01-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

Im at a workshop learning about blogs...
cool huh.. heheh...

peace outz...

2008-08-09T17:59:00.001+08:00

Abah's 68th Birthday

Alhamdulillah..

Yesterday was a wonderful day.
We went out and had a family BBQ cum picnic.

From the mak abah, adik beradik, ipar duai, cucu2.. semua ada! Best!

Kita jarang buat BBQ (actually tak pernah). Selalu picnic, masak, bawak abih makan jer.. So... ni aah kecoh.. nak bawak tu bawak ni.. beli tu beli ni.. Last2 bawak luggage bag macam nak gi batam gitukan! hehe..

So.. Basically, smlm abahnya berfday.. 080808.. So it was his 68'th birthday. Dah besar dia.. well.. Dah nampak lah kan, he needs more rest gitu..

So, adik beradik belikan abah HP baru! Sony ericsson, ape model ntah.. But i tink he likes it.. He keeps on the music or radio.. hehe.. cute.. pat umah pakai earpiece.. hehe.. kesian mak.. takpe.. ni starting jer.. nanti boring jgak.. biasalah..

For me and Qalbi.. kita belikan dia fountain.. hehe.. kecik jer.. utk hiaskan taman rumah dia.. hehe.. suka dia.. lol..

So anyway.. we had a picnic lah.. makan, minum..

Cuma this time, ada sumthing diff. Something we have neevr done b4.. especially in my family. Solat jemaah is normal. Cuma the thing after that. We solat jemaah maghrib, then get everyone to sit around together in the nce hut, by the beach.. So, we had a tazkirah session!

Yup.. it was nice, touching and meaningful.. Abg Id gave the tazkirah.. It was a simple topic.. Sabar. But it brings a heavy weight on all of us. Especially in a family.

Where challenges comes in many form; like communication, job, finance, children, home and etc..

But eventhough the word Sabar, is 5 letters and 3 arabic letters, 'sin', 'ba' and 'ra'.. it still gives a huge weight on to us. Like it or not.

But no doubt, we need to see further, the benefits of holding on to this value. The ease after hardship, "innama'al 'usri yusro".. the janji Allah.. where org yg beriman adalah mereka yang sabar.. dan orang beriman yang akan mendapat kemenangan..

And the classic example that abang id gave us. Was mak and abah. He said.. "This 2 person is the best example, because without them to have and hold on strongly kepada siat sabar, none of us would be like how we are or how successful we are like this present time, now." Waktu itu.. berlinanganlah air mata di pipiku... terdengar serat serot dari hingusan dan tangisan adik beradik yang lain.. touching tau.. mak pon, mula nampak sedih, tersentuh oleh kata2 abang..

haiz..

Ya Allah.. aku bersyukur padamu, kerena nikmat iman dan islam ini. Aku bersyukur di atas ibu bapa ku ini. They mite not be the perfect and best parents in the world.. its just that they try their best to show their love thru wat they know at their own capacity.. with that.. aku bersyukur..

Was the first tazkirah in our family. We realise, we have not isikan in our family's heart, in jemaah, any kind of santapan rohani.. so.. alhamdulillah.. it happened.. beautifully i would say..

Remember.. the word usrah in arabic means family. In Islam or by the practice of Rasulullah.. Education and development comes from the usrah.. the immediate family.. not lies in the hand of school, madarasah or asatizah.. Upbringing comes from the parents and within the family..

With that.. Fikir-fikirkanlah..

"...Untukmu Ummah...KernaMu Allah..."

Peace Out..

2008-07-22T10:43:00.006+08:00

My wife's GRAD!!!

Alhamdulillah.. my wonderful wife have just graduated and had her convocation last weekend. Subhanallah... Alhamdulillah.. Allahu Akbar...

It meant alot to her.. Yup..

Aniwei.. we head out to KL on Friday rite after solat.. Took the bus at Larkin.. Met MJ and Fadhli at UKM Stesen Kommuter, and overnighted at their neighbours place.. Waah.. bilik dia mcm honeymoon suite! haha.. siap shower n tv.. ada aircon lagi.. best..

dorang 2 cutelah.. Tempat rumah diorang is known as Desa Al-Amin.. Then they do teach at the school behind their house. Sekolah Al-Amin. Best kan! hehe..

That's their dakwah platform.. apart from the 2-3 anak buah usrah groups, and MJ's small books and stickers.. Wonderful couple.. yup.. manage to go out makan satay kajang ngan dioorang. and also eat dinner at their place with their parents! Ok, this truout the whole trip..

Anyway, back to my wife.. Her parents came down for the convo.. cuma a day later than us. They brought along with them, my bro n sis inlaws.. Osman, Sarhani and the cute Tihanny and Syafeeq! hehe..

Was a historical moment for my wife.. as she walks up the stage and receive the award. Not only that, it was announced that she was the best student in her faculty (Dakwah)! It was touching also for my parent in laws. watching their beloved daughter receiving the diploma and recognition.. haiz.. and of course to me too..

Once we went out of hall, osman n sarhani, surprised her with a huge bouquet of flowers! FuhyuuooO!!!

Nice huh.. Well.. especially to my wife.. it was so so meaningful n historical.. A great mark in her life. It wasnt easy for Singaporeans to study in Malaysia. Suiting to the life there, living with locals there.. Studying life.. as well as havin to come back to Singapore on weekends to do part-time teaching..

And we actually got married like when she was still studying.. In d mid of her final Sem. People, always question us, why have our wedding when she is still studying.. y cannot wait until the end of her studies. Nanti kacau her studies n result lah.. Well..

We discuss abt it (OF COurse).. And we went through all the consequences.. pros n cons.. defintely.. But we believe in the islamic practise, of jangan dilambatkan dan harus di cepatkan perkahwinan itu, selagi kita dah buat perjanjian..

We know, to us, there were more cons when it comes to prolonging the relationship. Yah.. Look around u, we humans are weak, n we tend to make lots of mistakes without us realising it. By prolonging ur relationship b4 marriage, alot of unwanted things to happen, and u may say u can control ur adab n ur iman, and all.. but we are still weakness.. whom the fitrah is suka the other gender, n would slowly try to do things bit by bit, without realising it. Basically, kita bak elakkan dari more maksiat and kemungkaran utk berlaku..

At the end of the day.. benda2 mcm ni, boleh affect, the keberkatan of kehidupan kita selepasa berumahtangga.. Selepas perjanjian nikah itu.. kita sangat2 perlukan rahmat tuhan dan berkat darinya..

Dont u think so..

But look what happen now..
Terbukti.. Alhamdulillah.. Allah's mercy on us.. With His help.. Jika landasan dan tujuan pernikahan itu betul.. di jalan Nya.. Dia akan bantu..

Afifah, manage to complete her studies, get her diploma, get A for thesis, and still get to be d best student in her faculty. Again, this is nothing abt bongkak n riak. But plainly bersyukur atas bantuan yg diberi olehNya..

So.. yup...
Moving on.. we are putting the stones for us to jump on to move on further up the river..

I love You Allah.. I love you Qalbi...

May Allah bless our small efforts in His Cause..

Peace out...

2008-06-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

I'm Stong-ed Again....

It has been almost a year since im there... Lots of memories.. farnie ones especially..

This trip was not that bad at all.. Met new peeps.. young ones especially.. funny bunch i tell u..

Nevertheless, Stong can never cloud my sight on Allah's majestics creations.. Subhanallah..
Another thing for me.. Such expeditions are really needed for our young ones... yeah..

May Allah bless them, protect them and continue to shine their path... ameen..

Look out for the pics at my wife multiply....
http://nurafifah.multiply.com/photos/album/29/stong-ed_again

Wassalam....

2008-04-20T07:08:00.001+08:00

Pak Pak Bim Bing!

Saaaaap.... Alhamdulillah... Dah kahwin pon dia...
Nama sahabat seperjuangan ku di sini, serupa seperti ku... Hafiz... hehe.. Agaknya memang org yg nama nya Hafiz, kacak2, cute dan tampan belaka... (bluek... nak muntah jugak aku..) wakakakaa..

ok... sebenarnya ni crita lama.. hehe.. 28th March...

but tulah.. alhamdulillah..
we've known each other since 1997.. our 1st camp together.. XPDC to Ledang..
End of our Sec 3... its been awhile huh bro.. We led our 1st camp together in 2000. He led Cili Padi Camp, n I, Perkasa Camp.

All the way till now, we're still striving side by side in his good Cause... Ya Allah, thank you for granting such sahabat to me. The one yang telah banyak bersama susah payah perjalan da'wah ni... I was so happy when i found out tt ur getting married.. and even happy to see u getting maried waktu akad nikah.. and honoured when u got me n khairu to be ur maid of honour.. eh i mean Best man... yup2..

Anyway... ingatlah niat kita bernikah... Sesungguhnya dijalan da'wah, kita bernikah... Nothing else but to build di bi'ah of a family where we live and eat n sleep with our wife and children, continuously doing His work... Its not an EZ path though... but insyaAllah with His blessing.. it would be challengely beautiful... yup2..

Teruskan perjuangan bro... Layarilah bahtera rumahtangga ini dengan penuh kesabaran, tolak ansur dan kasih sayang... Semoga Allah sentiasa bersamamu dan zaujahmu...

Love u 2... Hafiz and Khairiah...

2008-04-14T07:02:00.000+08:00

The Cab Ride

When I arrived at 2:30 a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window.

Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away.

But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This
passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself.

So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute", answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.

After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie.

By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.

There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware.

"Would you carry my bag out to the car?" she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman.

She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb.

She kept thanking me for my kindness. "It's nothing", I told her. "I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother treated".

"Oh, you're such a good boy", she said. When we got in the cab, she gave me an address, and then asked, "Could you drive through downtown?"

"It's not the shortest way," I answered quickly.

"Oh, I don't mind," she said. "I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice".

I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. "I don't have any family left," she continued. "The doctor says I don't have very long." I quietly reached over and shut off the meter.

"What route would you like me to take?" I asked.

For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator.

We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.

Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing.

As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, "I'm tired. Let's go now"

We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico.

Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her.

I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.

"How much do I owe you?" she asked, reaching into her purse.

"Nothing," I said

"You have to make a living," she answered.

"There are other passengers," I responded.

Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly.

"You gave an old woman a little moment of joy," she said.

"Thank you."

I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light. Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life.

I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift?

What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?

On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life.

We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.

But great moments often catch us unaware-beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID, ~BUT~ THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.

*Disclaimer... Im not related in this story... Found it somewhere...

2008-01-16T07:32:00.000+08:00

Im Married!!!

(Abih nak kena announce to the world eh?) It was 25th November 2007.
Padahal ramai dah tau.. cuma now this is just a personal update on my blog.. yeah..
Alhamdulillah... Ana diberikan peluang dan rezqi utk meneruskan perjuangan hidup dan kerja2Nya bersama seorang Zaujah yang alhamdulillah, dahulunya juga teman seperjuangan... Hanya kini status bertukar kepada bukan sahaja teman seperjuangan, tetapi teman hidup ana.

Ya ALLAH Ya Rabbi.. Di Kau rahmatilah rumahtangga ini. Kuatkan piala hati ini untuk bersatu, untuk meneruskan tanggungjawab kami di atas muka bumi ini. Di Kau kuatkanlah cinta kami ini kepada Kamu, dan janganlah diKau memperkuatkan cinta diantara kami, lebih dari cinta kami kepada Engkau Ya Rabbul Izzati..

For our parents, and my in-laws, siblings, relatives and friends who have contributed tremendously to make this happen, i thank you, with the deepest most sincere gratitude to all of you. Your prayers is greatly appreciated. Im lost for words on my do'a and wishes for this.

Sesungguhnya Kami Bernikah di Jalan Da'wah..

"...Untukmu Ummah... KernaMu ALLAH..."

Do'a Robitah

Ya Allah,
Engkau mengetahui bahawa hati-hati ini
telah berkumpul kerana mengasihiMu,
bertemu untuk mematuhi (perintah)Mu,
bersatu memikul beban dakwahMu,
hati-hati ini telah mengikat janji setia untuk mendaulat dan menyokong syari’atMu,
maka eratkanlah ya Allah akan ikatannya.

Kekalkanlah kemesraan antara hati-hati ini.
Tunjuklah kepada hati-hati ini akan jalanNya (yang sebenar).
Penuhkanlah (piala) hati ini dengan cahaya Rabbani Mu yang tidak kunjung malap. Lapangkanlah hati-hati ini dengan limpahan iman/keyakinan
dan keindahan tawakkal kepadaMu.
Hidup suburkan hati-hati ini dengan ma’rifat (pengetahuan sebenar) tentangMu……
(Jika Engkau mentaqdirkan mati) maka matikanlah pemilik hati-hati ini sebagai para syuhada dalam perjuangan agamaMu.

Engkaulah sebaik-baik Sandaran dan sebaik-baik Penolong.
Ya Allah, Perkenankanlah permintaan ini.
Ya Allah. restuilah dan sejahterakanlah junjungan kami Muhammad, keluarga dan para sahabat baginda semuanya.)

2007-12-29T08:50:00.000+08:00

Salam Semua...

First and foremost.. Just wanna say, i love u all!
And im sure, n very sure, that Allah love you too!

Ok.. im back.. InsyaALLAH.. n harap dapat beristiqamah.. to update this blog!!! yaaaaargh!!

ok.. watch out aite..

2007-10-17T07:20:00.000+08:00

Eid Mubarak!!!!

Salam Aidilfitri! Minal Aidil Wal Faidzin.. Taqaballah Minna Wa Minkum!

Mintak maap k.. pada semua pembaca.. kalau ada tersilap kata dan bahasa atau perangai ye.. Maap juga kerna dah lama takde updates.. Hmm nak kater bz.. memang.. yup2..

Anyway... Alhamdulillah, i've been given the nikmat and opportunity to continue to live till today. And Alhamdulillah di pagi raya, i dapat solat bersama teman2 seperjuangan... there was me, me, and me.. yup.. cool huh.. k mepekz.. There was Khairu, Hasrudi, Hafiz M and Nazmi.. yupz! Its nice to celebrate morning of eid and solat eid together.

The Solat we went to was at Madrasah Irsyad, organised by Pergas and some organisations.

Here is a pic of Khairu (jubah brown) and Nazmi (songkok Raihan merah).. sebelah dorang tu.. haa.. kenal? Korang tak tau? Aku poooooon tak tau.... heheh.. ok.. mepekz again..

The Khatib, Ust Azmi.. not bad aah.. touching gak.. not the normal khutbah pagi raya...
Taqabbalallah minna wa minkum..

So... kita 5 sekawan nak amik gambar.. teringat plak.. the other bros who joined us thruout the nites.. b4 n during the last ten nites.. haiz.. nice.. yup.. we r not just chasing the benefits of the last 10 nites.. but wat we want is.. agar all our amalan, be in ramadhan n out, diterima.. Ramadhan was a Trainers' camp itself.. yups.. all those days n nites.. w u my brothers.. it was beautiful.. i thank Allah we crossed paths..

Amcam? Cantik tak? Siap promosi air kotak lagi!

Peaze Out...

2007-10-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

Rahmat Ujian...

Saw this lyrics in a dear brothers blog entry..
Touched by its meaning..

Rahmat Ujian...

Rahmat Ujian

Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu

-Mestica..

Dear bro... wat ever ur facing..
Only Allah noes the hikmah and the beautiful path that is set for u upfront..

2007-09-05T01:55:00.000+08:00

Perdaus lunch @ Seoul Garden - Marina

Some crazy stuffs we did.. plus just the bros...
enjoy laughing...

2007-09-05T01:37:00.000+08:00

Kids Communication 101

Was standing in the train going to werk today.. Suddenly there was these 4 cute kids talking to themselves..sitting infront of me.. 2 were malay kids, brothers.. The other 2, chinese.. N they were never related.. The chinese kids just came into the train.. Set beside the malay kids.. N sumhow.. They just got talking.. (abt some gamecards which is too new-gen 4 me I guess) As simple as that..

Then suddenly d malay kids took out these mini robo-sapien and dino-sapien toys.. N guess wat.. The chinese kids then said, "i also have!" and he quickly ran to his father asking 4 d toys.. N then they went on showing n playing with each other..

Ntah ape morale of the story.. But it just made me smile throughout my whole mrt ride... These kids can be so cute..

sajer jer..

2007-09-04T07:35:00.000+08:00

Ur guess is right...

Well.. Mr RilekWanKorner... Ur right! This picture was taken by a fren of mine when we were in Aceh, a month after Tsunami.. (was clearing sum old files in d pc..)

This 'pondok' or hut was like the main office for 1 of the IDP camps (Internally Displaced People). U see hundreds of photos and notices abt ppl asking if anybody found their sibling, son, daughter or parents..

Stop. And Pause. Try to think further B4 u read what im writing next.

So wat says in ur mind? What r the questions ur tinking inside?

Simply for me..

Are we taking those ppl around us FOR GRANTED? Do we appreciate them. Or appreciate Him?

Back then, ppl loose their loved ones in a split 2nd.. but here we are living our lives not knowing the people beside us care for us n willing to do anyting for us..

Love people. Ok people?
Be humans.. Do the right thing...

2007-08-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

Guess wat??

Guess wat's this picture is all about... took this sum time in 2005....

2007-07-25T07:51:00.000+08:00

Pesanan...

Jom kita teka ape tu pesanan dia... Haaa... ape lagi.. tekan pat bawah ni kasi komen anda!!!

2007-07-16T17:32:00.000+08:00

24hr KL Trip last 2 weekends

Nothing much to say... just sumting to put up in my empty blog... What a rush...

Speechless...

These pics below are taken at night... Do u noe what they are?

These are the moving lights from passing vehicles on the highway...

Ofcourse with some magical touch of my hands.... ceh..

2007-07-05T07:31:00.000+08:00

URL://soul.mind&gauge

Its Coming....

2007-07-04T07:33:00.000+08:00

Wat i do?

Saturday..

Went out with Kak Tifah, Mak, and my crazy nephew and niece last Saturday.. Geylang beb.. Tak Jauh.. Tanjong Katong complex jer.. Tt was after we visit Kak Zah.. Dia dah selamat bawak balik anak dia ke rumah, on Monday.

Sunday..
A post camp bunayya event.. jadi emcee lagi.. well so call.. yg tak bertauliah.. need to brush up...
but i gues.. im more confident when it comes to giving sharings and tazkirah to a mass grp of youths.. we'll see insyaALLAH..

Then when to Kalsum's place! The Kalsum , who sum of us can remember exactly the how Pasir Panjang became Potong Pasir nyer story.. She JUST GOT MARRIED! and we got served by ice-cream! thats the only thing i cant forget.. Ouh plus, i went there with Abg Id, Kak Ina, Mohksin, Mu'adz and Thalha. Met Remy, Acap, Hanan, both Bro Helmi, ALFIAN!!! and also sisters2 i tak yah sebut n 2 mak pengantin (azma n marlina)... ok sum of her photos..

Then me n remy, went to TM... nak tengok Aminah from NYPMS nyer grafiti competition.. by the time kita sampai member dah balik.. some of the werks tt day...

Then after that.. I went to the Istana... (dah penat dah time ni..) mepek aah sikit, kena pakai blazer and all.. but basically it was a priviledge.. Got invited to attend the Presentation Ceremony for the Singapore Youth Award. Yup! at the Istana.. Its inspiring to see other youths who has contributed alot for the development of the community and various scenes in Singapore. Here are some pics.. Erm quick snaps... cause no cameras other than theirs is allowed in the State Room.. (mcm castle.. eh yah eh.. kata Istana..)

Whatever it is, however u may contest.. Nak tanak. Thats their perjuangan da'wah mereka.. Their contribution utk mengislahkan masyarakat... (in their own way... memperbaikkan masyarakat...)

And here we have thousands of our Malay Muslim youth who are not doing enough in our contribution... Where are you people.. Where are you... Can u help ur own Ummah.. Can u do ur part.. As a human, His servant to help Him in His bigger cause.. Where are the Ansarullahs... Where are you who can help your younger brothers and sisters in Islam.. Are you just standing ground by your bed.. Or are you out there in the battlefields, reaching out to the youth and being part of their developmental phase of life..

Sambut lah seruan ku ini...

Fikir-fikirkanlah...

2007-07-02T07:47:00.000+08:00

Pursuit of Cleanliness..

Cool vid from our dear bro..
Check it out! and remember..
Dont just talk the walk.. Walk the talk!

2007-06-27T08:40:00.000+08:00

Its official!

Ladies and gentlemen, brothers and sisters, boys and girls, and children of all ages! Hear ye! Hear ye!

Officially i'm proud to be an uncle.... AGAIN! Haha.. Yeah! A paman! and its boy! Baru sikit hari ckp pasal family kan.. Now officially dah ada 8 anak sedara! Hehe.. 5 boys and 3 gurls!

Ouh and btw, nama dia Muhammad Syazad Bin Sarjono. And Muhammad Syazad basically means, putera yang terpuji... Abang dia Syakir, yang selalu bersyukur... (i loike this..)

He was born on 26th June 2007, Tuesday at 2.09pm and 3.8kg!

So.. Here are some of Syazad's photos.. (ermm with paman and bibik dia..)

Cute KAN!!!!

This the pic of (from left) Fakhirah, Syakir and Fasihah.

2007-06-22T06:22:00.000+08:00

Secret Garden

Assalamu'alaikum semua.. With Allah's grace, all of us are given another chance to feel the warmth of the sun, the chills of the winds, and breathe the air that's let free..

And with His blessing and will, we are here to live another day, in our beautiful life.. Smile ppl...

Ok2.. So 2 days ago.. On Weds, I was invited to give a short interactive motivational talk. The name of that event was "The Secret Garden". (cool huh) Yeah.. It was organised by a group of UIA students, known as ASSIIUM or Association of Singapore Students of International Islamic University of Malaysia. Wow! Mouthful isn't it? Uv never thought such ting exist rite? But they do! Hehe...

So this Secret Garden is actually an event organised specially for the wonderful kids in Darul Ma'wa. P2-P6... Wide range huh.. Takpe2.. But it was a fun2 day prog, with interactive games.. Hehe.. Cool jgak abang2 n kakak2 UIA ni.. Haha...

Yeah n so, went I came there, they were abt to play earthquake... Adalah satu budak ni, Safar (bukan nama sebenar) mcm on his own. Distaning himself from the rest of the bunch. More to like step stubborn..

Dia mati2 tanak participate.. Yang klakarnya, dia tanak main game, tapi slalu komen2 kawan dia tak tau main, tak pandai main, nak menang je lah n watever blabla.

Ape2lah. So lepas semua kakak2 n abg2 da try get close to him.. N tak menjadi.. I tried.. Thru enuf it was tuff.. So, alkisah.. At the end of the day, manage to get close to him.. Tanak maiin takpe, tapi takle menyendiri, I gave him a role. Use my digicam n take photos n videos. Hehe.. Suka dia.. Oklah...

So.. My turns comes by.. For my talk. Well farniie.. Berdebar2 seh.. Jarang2 kena invite camni.. So started with simple rules tt I got from bro ikram.
3 rules:

1. Trust me.
2. Trust me.
3. Trust me.

Hehe..

Did a wind of willows games.. Bukannya dorang tolak pelan2.. Dia tolak nak rak! Cute! kesian member pat tengah tu.. Its d activity where 3 in a team. 2 facing each other. 1 in d middle with hands over chest, to fall on each other. D 2 person to push tt middle person to each other. N the middle persons feet must not move. Can imagine?

B4 they fall back to the person behind them, d middle person are to ask help, seek help from his frens to catch him when he fall.. Then he frens will catch him. Later or too early or just nice is sumting very random..

So lesson from the activity is.. When u fall, do u trust ur frens? Do they catch u? Wat do u do b4 u fall? U pohonkan sumting rite?

So in our life... Do u seek help from friends? Do you trust your friends? How about the one Above (who is also everywhere...) Who do we fall to always? Who will catch us when we fall? Do we seek help often? Do we ask for prayers n seek help? Siapa yg kita pohon kepada? Who do we pray to? Who we trust the most? Who do we trust n have faith onto? Fikir-fikirkanlah.... (Ceh.. Step Dunia Jam 10)

Oklah.. So, alkisah.. Sedikit sebanyak..
Paling touching is when time nak balik, dorang dlm bus, "Abg Hafiz!! Bye!!" repeatedly over n over again.. Sampai I terikut naik bus balik ke darul ma'wa.. Hehe..

Klah.. U can catch more photos in my multiply aite! http://hafizjenggo.multiply.com/photos/album/1

Chaoz!

2007-06-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

Sunday Outing

Oklah.. There's khilaf about this fathers day, and same goes for mothers day, samada bleh buat, haram, ikut org kafir and so on.. Whatever it is, dis blog is not the platform to discourse abt this..

To each is his own. All of us are given d nikmat akal to make their own findings and make decisions. Yang penting niat dihati itu suci dan bermakna buat individu.

So.. We had a small fathers day lunch thingy with my fam! It was great! It became not a fathers day, but a great family outing.. Building great bonds within the fam! Best! Gerek! Almost all were there, except my 1st sis family. But alhamdulillah, they join us later back at home.. Cuma my bro in law kena outstation..

Imagine 3 diff generations in my family.. From my parents yang dah become yayi n nyayi, my elder siblings yg dah become parents of their own children, my elder bro n sis in laws, me n my adik yg da jadi paman and bibik, and my cute, smart and beautiful nieces n nephews..

From a family of 2 parents & 5 children, to a family of 2 grandparents, 5 childrens, 3 in laws, 7 grandchildrens! More coming insyaAllah, especially the 2 more babies.. Can't wait! Syukur, haman lillah..

Ok2, so back to the story here.. Hehe...

It was nice.. We had lunch at Safra Yishun Eat-Zi.. Ok, it was pretty decent n super Ex. Alhamdulillah ada bapak dari HK sponsor. Hehe... Had some nice fulling food n beverages.. W d kids running ard playing with food, taking photos n much more. There was a fathers day deal, and any father gets a gift.. Hehe.. Cute..

Then.. Budak2 main some rides and games while the elderly ride on the massage chairs! Fuhyuoo! Wonderfulness! I wish I haf 1 at home! My sis would definitrly agree w it. Rite adik! Hehe..

Then on the way back home, we had crazy photo and camera tricks n vids! Haha.. Ok.. Nuff said.. Enjoy some of the pics... More pics in multiply later.. oh yah... and the vids...

Peace outz...

Dunno if u can see this but just some crazy thingy..

2007-06-05T07:18:00.000+08:00

Miss INSEAD...

Yup... im no longer there at INSEAD... Looking for a job now... Meanwhile.. i love this pic... it was during this student charity, Robin Hood School Funding Scholarship Donation Drive. U get this big Umbrella. And they hooked it up there tt time.. nice leh... hehe...

2007-06-03T07:03:00.000+08:00

Zaq's Big Bro Wedding...

Aint they look nice and sweet.. Thats Zaq's bro.. didnt noe hes a teacher.. And the best part, the school yg dia teaching at is just beside his block! Bangsa bleh passang tali and just flying fox inside the school. Hehe..

Nevertheless.. These pics were taken at the girls side.. i had to be last minute roped in jadi tukang angkat bunga mangga! hehe.. klakar, besar2 gitu nak kena masuk bus.. kita sondol jer.. me n zaq jalan ikut sebelah pengatin.. dua2 bawak bunga mangga..

So back to zaq nyer abg... As we all know tt how small the world is.. Seems like Zaq's bro, kenal kak sussi nyer husband.. bro iskandar.. all fellow teachers! lain sekolah.. hehe.. cool

Here, the hadrah, with their elaborate costumes performing..

Here is another one.. with some foreground thingy...

Here's Zaq, taking photo of God knows who.. hehe.. Btw, Zaq just flown off to San Fransisco, continuing his training with George Lucas. Im for real! He adalah antara satu2 budak Melayu/Islam kita yg dapat opportunity to be selected under Lucas Film Animation Studios... Coolness huh...

Hope to see u soon dude.. Hey.. Cepat aaah.. ko plak kena kawin tau.. da nak sampai ur turn... Heheh.. Chaoz dude...

2007-05-27T09:19:00.000+08:00

Updates from me.....

But not in any chronological order.. heheh...

Climbing at the new Climb Adventure last monday afternoon!!! Ok2 aah... hehe... pancit.. lama tak climb...

Haaaa... My long lost fren... Hahah.. Zaq (Zaini, d one in the middle) ma buddy!!! Coolest Local Bred Malay Animator thats undergoing training with George Lucas Animation Studios!!!! He's back! (though just for a short while..) But good to see u dude... Kesian... member tunggu pukul 11.55pm at T1... kitorang ngah lepak chill joke2 pat T2... wakakak... This was last thurs nite..

A day at DACC... b4 our mass Asar prayers... one of those sundays..

Amazing thing... Takde ribut takde angin, takde halilintar, takde badai... tetiba the fan cover terkeluar... and the blade pecah!!! bunyi dia macam "Y(^(&^^(&^@%@(@*^@!^!) N it happened beside my mum! Nasib baik tak kena dia!!! MasyaALLAH... welll theres go my good nite buddy... i tido pakai kipas laah... tapi dah ada kipas baru.. tengok aah... nanti2 i blog..

A Rabbit that we came across while doing recce for bunayya camp at nite in pasir ris....

Had my DPI last exams smlm at MDIS Campus... Then had Maghrib at the mosque nearby... Mjd Mujahidin...

Visited this bro... Hilwan.. Who had appendicitis... on his last day of 12-Day OBS camp.. nasib baik dabis baru kena.. This was at CGH with bros from NYPMS... remy and adi... with saiful.. Kita kasi dia bunga beb...

Joined in, in the middle of the night at Nurikhwan (TP) nyer Da'wah Camp... it was reflection time... lama tak nangis n perah hati ni... haiz..

I ever went to johor for the flood... Now spore pon ada banjir!!!! Heheh... This was back in April laa... hehe.. Cuzzin outing to Vivo city.. my 1st time there... jakun main air...

Hope this link works! Cooolness.. a panorama pic of my DPI Class!! Orang semua ngah blajar... ko tengok si Firdaus ni... senyum2... hehe...

Mohksin BeBDAY!!! hehe... Dah besar dia... kita kasi dia cadar... HAHahahaha... Ingat tu Mohksin... the Redoxon... Vitamin C... Dont sprint too much.. pace urself... if not.. Re-Energise!!!

K tu jer!!! tts all for now.. i'll try to do this regularly from now on aite... hehe..

2007-04-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

Diver seen in Stong!

Never have imagined being able to dive...

Straight almost like Superman drop down from the sky for stalling too long.. can never forget, the greatness and syiokness or 'zauk'! of the magnificent of the waterfall.. All my stong-ers will really support and 2nd, 3rd, and 4th me 100%! Hehe..

Thats all for now...

Meanwhile...

Let's all pray for each other now... You never know when ur frens are in need, amidst their problems in their life.. their family... their 'work'...

Sometimes.. Ppl are great actors... We all, all of us.. Everyone of us.. Mite be great pretenders.. Beneath the lite brownish skin... theres always something 'sirr' hidden.. Greatness / weakness / beauty or even problems.. We hide our weakness n problems most often.. but always show with pride our strengths and achievements.. Without a slide tint of humbleness.. the tawadhu' in us is only save for our weakness.. we are humble, or actually shy over it.. But truthfully, we are just 'malu' over the problems we have...

Rite or wrong.. im not here to make any conclusions... just letting out sum tings.. utk kita fikirkan... comments are welcome..

Nevertheless, as sahabat, insan bernama teman, comrade... i guess, its our duty, an adab to actually pray for him/her, tak kisah lah siapa, that may our Lord Almighty, beloved Allah, grant His help to our friends. He knows best, what are the problems in their life.. And only He alone can provide that help...

Last words... Love ALLAH, love Rasulullah, love ur parents, your siblings, love ur Family, love your friends, love the community, love the Ummah... And may ALLAH love you more... Ameen... Love u guys... and leave u guys in ALLAH's care...

2007-04-10T15:43:00.000+08:00

InTeam - KeredhaanMu

Love this song... terngiang2 dalam brain, since Stong... Ni Khairu nyer pasal laah ni... nevertheless... enjoy...

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku
HambaMu merindukan
Rahmat kasih sayangMu
Dan jua keredhaanMu
Dalam hidupku

Meskipun ku ulangi dosa noda
Yang menjanjikan azab sengsara
Namun ku sedari KeampunanMu tidak bertepi

Ku akui diri ini
Hamba yang mungkir pada janji-janji
Jadikanlah taubat ini yang sejati
PadaMu Ilahi

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku Ya Allah,
redhakanlah kehidupanku
Moga terhapus penghijab kalbu
Antara Kau dan aku

Tuhan,
Ku zalimi diri ini
Andai Kau tak ampuni dan rahmati
Alangkah ruginya diri

Tuhan,
Jangan Kau palingkan hati ini
Setelah Kau beri hidayah
Sesungguhnya Kau Maha Pengasih

2007-04-01T12:20:00.000+08:00

CICAK MAN REVIEW

Hmm.. Seems like everyone is doing personal reviews of Cicakman.. Hehe.. Well its not tt I want to terlepas kape.. But.. I guess perhaps, I have something else to share abt this 1... B4 dos goodies.. I just love these lines...

"Dengar sini semua dan semua dengar sini!"

"Eh, kau kenal Albert Einstein?" 'Kenal!' "Haaa! Albert Einstein, dengan aku............................ Takda kena mengena! Wakakakaaa!"

"Haa! Kau tahu tak apa yang aku tngah fikir?" 'Ermmm mana aku tau...' "Mestilah kau tak tau! Pasal aku takda pikir apa2!"

"Haa.. Part ni yang aku paling touching ni...."

hehe... Tts Apek n his lawak merepek dia.. Hehe.. Nevertheless best.. Love all those jokes...
Ok... so back to the actual review... Alaaa sikit jer actually.. hheheh.. jangan marah...
Sajer nak cakap... ada gak moral disebalik citer ni.. ada yang tersirat dari yg tersurat... saaap...

The morals that we can learn are pretty normal.. its abt Al-Haq Vs Al-Batil... Good Vs Evil.. the Right Vs the Left... eh i mean the Wrong..Al-Haq - TruthAl-Batil - Falsehood

Its abt those who believe in the truth, fights for the truth, to vanquish evil, bring them to the proper path..You see Cicakman trying bring down the Evil Professor Klon. Hes reliving our da'wah concept.. Apakah antara salah satu tujuan da'wah kita? Isn't it to "Enjoin what is good and forbid what is wrong"?

Base on dalil from the Holy Quran, Surah Ali Imran: 104: "Hendaklah ada di antara kalian segolongan umat yang menyeru kepada kebajikan, menyuruh kepada yang ma'ruf dan mencegah dari yang munkar. Mereka itulah orang-orang yang beruntung".

If we look at the current situation nowadays, things seems to be half complete. Its more of Amar ma'ruf... enjoin goodness.. Tapi jarang kita nampak nahi mungkar, forbid the wrongdoings.. Yes, at least its something, something is being done, and its still good. But also, if nobody stop the wrongdoings, nobody tegur menegur.. it will just be almost the same or even more. the balance of 'the force' will not be right then.. Well im to blame as well.. kurang jugak, amalan nak menegur perkara2 yg mungkar..

Who among us, brave enough to stop young teenage couples from hanky panky in mrt or bus stop. or any other matters.. For Cicakman, yes, although he is wearing a mask, malu ker apeker.. Tapi at least dia buat kerja.. dia buat benda baik and menghalang kejahatan berleluasa.. And if u didnt realise it yet.. pakai topeng pon actually strategy.. Dia tak mcm Batman or Superman, dia tak pakai his undergarment pat luar.. pretty modest n cool costume though.. (teringat my other idol, Kluang Man)

Its actually his strategy to get even better pahala, amalan yang syadid.. Basically, taken from the fact that, among the teachings in Islam, when you do something good, the best of amalan is when nobody knows that you're doing it. truly iklas lillahi ta'ala.. solely for Him.. to attain mardhatillah (KeredhaanNya)

And infact, if a person intends to secretly do a good deed without anybody knowing and by chance somebody sees him or her, then he or she gets a double reward: one for doing a good deed and another for not feeling vain. (saw this somewhere. You can do your own search and verify this yourself)

But whatever it is.. its still nice isnt it? Syadid ain't it?

Another value we could learn from this movie would be the spirit of Camaraderie.. Brotherhood, Ukhuwwah and Sacrifice...I forgot the name, kawannyer si Cicak Man (Yusry)..

But he stayed with Cicakman all the way. Sacrificing his own life, eventhough he noe nyawanya akan terancam.. Lets look back at our own personal frenship, ukhuwwah with our buddies and frens.. and what we are willing to sacrifice and what is it for... are our sacrifices for a good cause? over here, they have a very good cause. to bring down the evil Proffesor Klon.

But in our life, are our sacrifices for the sake of Him, or merely for wordly gains?

Kita kalau korban utk kawan, utk jadi scape goat atas perbuatan tak betul... yg salah.. dan kemungkaran... like, tolong bohong bila ponteng, or bohong mak kawan, so dia bleh ikut kita kluar horay2 or BBQ ker.. then buat aper.. What can we get...

This movie, tells us about pengorbanan yg syadid.. Respectable sacrifice..

i'm reminded of kisah beberapa orang sahabat waktu perperangan dulu.. There was this sahabah, who is already down, badly injured and in need for water.. So, this other sahabah came by to offer him some water. When he got to that sahabah, the sahabah said, "Please offer it the that 2nd sahabah over there, he is dying... He needs the water.." So this Sahabah went over running to the 2nd sahabah, when offered to drink, this 2nd sahabah said, "Please offer it the that 3rd sahabah over there, he is dying... He needs the water.." So he ran over to the 3rd Sahabah. But the 3rd sahabah said almost the same thing, "Please offer it the that sahabah over there (the 1st sahabah just now), he is dying... He needs the water.."

So when he ran towards the 1st sahabah just now. Innalillahi wa inna illaihi raji'un.. This sahabah just syahid.. Looking at what happen, he ran to the 2nd sahabah. Also by then, he just syahid.. then ran to the 3rd.. and he just syahid also..

MasyaALLAH... How noble their sacrifices are.. Willing to sacrifice that bit of water, that they know they need it in order to survive, but for the sake for their other companions, the are willing to let it go.. May all of them are given the rewards as heavy as their sacrifices..

True or not this story is, its still something for us to ponder on our daily dealings and willingness to sacrifice, for our parents, family or frens and most importantly for Him.

Well... It seems very long this time... but i guess.. its a sharing that i think i would love to share to you my frens... i noe not much.. but just 2 cents worth of sharings...

Most importantly... dont just watch movie or listen to music for the fun and syiokness... Theres always something to learn from, and Islam is everywhere..

Islam is a way of life.. Our way of life.. Our Deen..

SO... Live Islam to the Max!

Wallahu 'alam bissawab..

Humble servant of him...

An Ansarullah..

2007-03-27T11:08:00.000+08:00

$2 Vs $50

Duit $2 telah bertemu dengan $50 dan bertanya,
'Oit!.... Lama tak nampak? Mana ko p?'

$50 menjawab, 'Aku pergi merata tempat. Pergi stadium tgk bola, naik STAR Cruise, gi BKK naik AirAsia, makan buffet, lepak VIVO CITY, Spa, facial, konsert CT, S'pore Idol.... Tempat2 cam tuh lah. Eh, ko camner lak?'

$2 menjawab perlahan seraya menunduk, 'Hmm..... biasa lah, balik-balik tempat sama. Surau, masjid, tabung amal.... Surau, masjid, tabung amal....'

p/s: fikirkanlah.......

2007-03-27T10:42:00.000+08:00

Pening....

Saja nak cakap.. ngah pening ni...
Bukan mabuk... tapi pening...
Itulah updatenyer...

2007-03-15T11:45:00.000+08:00

Tagged???

Boleh gitu? Ada ke dia main tag2 ni.. Eeeissh3...
From Erni...

"I'd like to see.. siapa punya desktop eh.. hmmmm........ ok. I wonder what THEIR desktop looks like..
5. Hafizjenggo - dia ni slalu sibuk.
(actually 5 aje.. but.. I want 6.. boleh?)
Thereafter you all can tag another 5. Ada orang kata, you can tell how a person is, by looking at their desktop."

Takpe... and eventhough i was requested but later striked, tis ok, i try to be the 6th kot..ok this is mine...

(please click to view a bigger image)
Resolution : 1024 x 768 pixel (right click->properties->setting)
Laptop/LCD or CRT : LCD

Been using this desktop since : since ermm.. (October 2005) Few months after i dapat kerja sini.. I requested for a new computer.. Old one lag gila.. So.. mintak baru super powerful for my design werks..

Wallpaper since : Hmmm... never had my face on me wallpaper... most of the time, its my experiences, base on the places that i've been before.

So, have been using this wallpaper since i came back from Muar, Johor, after helping the flood victims... As you can see, this is a pic of one of the flooded, badly affected areas. This shot was taken from the right lane a road. The water is flowing from the plantation on the left side of this road, over this road and onto the right side of this road, through another deep plantation.

As you can see, the plantation is already covered. And what you can't see, its rapid water... super strong current. I cant even walk steadily. Once u slip, u'll be following with the drift.
Apart from having the flood as the main attraction of this pic, if u havent notice, theres this water bottle on the left end of this pic.

Hmm.. wonder y i took this shot? Ok2, can u see something in the bottle? Lower part of the bottle. Theres this small orangy thingy, with 2 black dots on its side? Can u? Guess wat is it? Come on... u can do it? What? U cant guess? Wah piangz! Even the baby in my future grandson from my future daughter can see n guess it! (over giler seh..)

Ok. Yes! its a fish! a cute lil fish... nice rite.. ok..

Itu sahaja yang saya nak ajar pakcik (n makcik)... Hehehe...

From... Kak Erni, she tagged me. See hers!
So amcam kak? U like wat u see??=)

2007-03-15T09:50:00.000+08:00

Updates???

Afwan... yeah pretty bz... plus down with bugs..
So... the only thing i wanna say is..
Life is beautiful when it's filled with ALLAH...
Treasure life, and be ready to leave...

ALLAH loves us all..

2007-03-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

Firdaus - Ku Berlari

Nice song... Featuring Akbar (Brothers) and Cat Farish (Ruffedge)..
Semangat.. serious.. try listen..

If u need to get a better quality.. can go here.. or here..
The Vid is right down here below in this page.. tell me wat do u tink? oaite..

Btw.. some parts of the lyrics tt i like..

Cat Farish:
Suka duka perkara biasa
Kita pasti lalu bezanya pada waktu
Bila berlari kenalah berstrategi
Jangan ikut hati, ikut hati nanti mati
Biarlah terlambat atur jalan cermat
Pelan-pelan kayuh jgn sampai otak penat
Sentiasa bawa diri hati-hati hari-hari beri erti pada diri
Jangan berhenti kejar mimpi senyuman diberi tanpa semua benci menghantui hati
Biarkan saja, takdir semua nyata
Bersyukurlah masih lagi bernyawa

For d full lyrics... click here..

2007-02-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

Ceramah Aa Gym on Sat, 18th Feb 2007

Went to Aagym's ceramah at Assyakirin, never really heard from him live.. ok aah.. bedek seh.. pernah sekali, at Aceh, a month after Tsunami..

So, title of tt nite was...
"Duduk sama rendah, diri sama tinggi"

He started off saying...

Semoga Allah yg menguasai langit dan bumi dan segala yg berada didalam berikutnya, termasuk kita semua, merahmati kita sentiasa dan seterusnya.

N.. here are some sypnosis n notes from his sharing... (take note.. i had to type it quickly, so only important notes.. yg tak paham leh tanya.. kalau tak sssshhh... heheh..)

( The reason y its small is so that i get to save space here..
Any of you, if you would like to have a more comfortable readin size, just copy n paste the whole thing on to a word doc, n read from there.. dipersilakan...)

In life, u can choose - kaya or bahagia
Or would you want to b Bahagia tapi kaya?

Ilmu kekayaan - Rezqi ditentukan oleh allah.
Ilmu kebahagian - Perlu diperolehi.. Perlu dicari.

Mati.. Tak bawa sebarang kekayaan.. Dunia ini pelayan kita.. Dunia hamba kita.. Untuk kita merasa hamba kpd allah.. The world serves us, for us to serve Allah better? Right?

Pakaian? Boleh jadikan kita bahagia? Or kita gunakan untuk megah2 or riak?

Harta? digunakan untuk? Maksiat? Or for Allah? Sepatutnya kita gunakan utk Allah..

Sepatutnya gunakan dunia utk mendekatkan diri kepada allah. Use the worldly materials to make us be closer to Him, to serve Him better. Gunakannya dijalan Allah.

Barang siapa yg inginkan dunia, wajib dngan ilmu.. Yang ingin akhirat, wajib dngan ilmu.. Inginkan kedua2, wajib dngan ilmu...

Tanya pada diri kita??? How many hours a day we spend time carik ilmu??? Kita ingin bahagia kita ingin kaya tapi kita tak carik ilmu.. Bagaimana? It's like using a saw (gergaji) which is not sharpen..

Jangan bicara bahagia dan kaya kalau takde ilmu.

remember....Iqra'!

Nak cari kebahagian - carik ilmu!!
The more knowledge u dump in ur brain.. D better its strenth and ability to do problem solving.. More ilmu, more problems solved!

Yes.. We have ilmu dunia.. But we do not have ilmu akhirat..
Bahagia itu dtg kalau beriman..Org beriman perlukan ilmu..

Janganlah terlena dengan pekerjaan dunia.. 8hrs.. A day.. 10 hrs.. 16 hrs.. Malahkan 24hrs a day.. It will never be enuff..
Cintailah ilmu!!!

Pokoknya.. B4 u sleep kalau tak get any ilmu tt day.. Maknanya u rugi!

Ilmu akan menguntungkan kita...Should consider majlis2 ilmu as an investment.. All d time n money u spent 4 ilmu... Are an investment..It comes back, in terms of happiness, iman, sakeenah, no-money-worry..

Ilmu apakah yang paling wajib? Ilmu agama! Ilmu utk mengenal Allah.. kalau tak kenal.. Kita akan jadi bingung..

Kenapa bingung? Becos, takde ilmu, takde daya pemikiran yang baik... Y? Becos we are bz memikirkan persoalan.. macam2 persoalan.. Hati soal, otak soal.. minda soal..

Allah tahu segala persoalan kita.. Allah tahu jawapan bagi setiap persoalan kita.. Kita harus focuskan kpd allah.. Dengan itu.. Allah dpt membantu kita..
wamaytaqqila..... yaj'allahu akhraja..siapa yg focus kpd allah.. Allah akan buka jalan...dlm bentuk2 yg tak disangka.. tak diduga.. Ia akan dtg..

Barang siapa hatinya penuh dngan allah.. Hatinya dicukupi.. Dngan kebahagiaan..

How to get dunia.. Tapi guided by allah?
Ilmu..

So what's wrong w my relationship w allah..

Tiada satu musibah dtg tanpa izin allah... Memang dia plan.. Inilah caranya bagi Dia untuk mentarbiyah kita..

5R (Rukun)

1. Tekad yg sangat kuat..

Harus tekad utk mendekatkan diri kpd allah..
"Intansurullaha wa yansurkum - Verily if u help Him.. He will help you.."
"we must have target to get progress"
Paling penting to take note..

Keluarga harus dekat dngan Allah..

2. Banyak taubat ..
"innallaha yuhibbu taubatiallah...." cintakan org yg suka bertaubat.. Bersihkan diri..
Amalan terbaik.. Taubat..
While waiting for anything.. Istighfar... Anywhere.. tunggu bus, tunggu teman hidup.. tunggu mrt.. berdiri..

3. Jauhi maksiat..

Setiap maksiat.. maksiat paling kuat, maksiat mata..
Jangan tengok perempuan muda.. Isteri jadi tua..

Jauhi maksiat mulut.. Gosip sebagainya..
berkata benar.. Baik..
Baca 10 pg per day..1 pg b4 solat.. 1pg after..insyaAllah qatam quran everymth..
Jagalah hati... Jangan mengharap benda yg tak perlu.. Jangan harap org puji..

4. Tingkatkan taat...
solat 5 waktu berjemaah di mjd.. Best! Syadid!
Jangan rugi tak tahajud everynite.. u tak tahajud everynite.. u rugii...
"azkurni azkurkum - ingat allah, allah ingat kita"
"wasta'inu bisabri wassolat... - org banyak solat.. Allah akan tolong lebihkan.."

5. Tebarkan manfaat...
Allah akan selalu menolong hambanya, yg senang menolong sesama..
jangan harapkan apa penghargaan.. Maupun tenkiu..
Everyting lillahi ta'ala..
Sebaik2 manusia.. Adalah manusia yg banyak bermanfaat..

Well that's all for now.. Afwan, note taking style different from most ppl..

Pandai2 lah ambil manfaat ye...

2007-02-27T16:04:00.000+08:00

Tazkirah ringkas...

1 morning, as soon as i switched on my PC, i got this offline message...

"Allah tidak menjanjikan hidup ini tidak pernah susah, bersuka-ria tanpa kesedihan, Panas tanpa hujan tetapi ia memberi kita kekuatan, menenangkan kita semasa kesedihan dan menunjukkan jalan yang sebenar-benarnya. Janganlah kita sombong dengan kelebihan yang sementara."

Daripada kawan yg jauh nun disana... nyemah_mulyaa... (saper agaknya dia..)
InsyaALLAH.. kan ku nobatkan dihati...

2007-02-16T17:03:00.000+08:00

..........

Ever had anyone saying to you...

Engage your brain!

2007-02-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

Keep hope ALIVE

[Qur'an]

{Never lose hope in the mercy of Allah}

Al-Ahzab - 39:53

[Lessons from this verse]

We get very hard on ourselves sometimes. And while there is benefit in taking ourselves to account, the sunshine comes from never losing hope in Allah's mercy. Allah's mercy and forgiveness is able to encompass whatever you have done.

So knock on that door right now.

From Muhammad Alshareef

If u guys want this weekly sharings, do sign up at: http://DiscoverU.googlepages.com/signup

2007-02-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

Time...

"Harishun 'Ala Waqtihi"
Which means... Pandai menjaga waktu..

One of the rukun seorang pendakwah... Harisun 'ala waqtihi..
In fact its for anyone...

I fail badly... its superhard.. but tts the jihad i guess..

Pepatah mengatakan...
"Lebih baik hilang jam dari hilang waktu..."

Bak kata Ismet Dunia Jam 10,"Renung-renungkanlah..."

2007-01-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

Runaway leg...

Yeah. As it says. My leg just ranaway.. Da tanak its owner lagi. Tulah, ni owner yg tak berhati kaki. Tak menunaikan dan memberi segala hak2 kaki tu. Tak kasi kaki rest. Asik pergi panjat sana, hike sini, lari sana lompat sini.. Kan kaki da merajuk... Haiz..

Al kisah...

Takdela.. Gazette je lebih.. Heh.. Tapi betul ada kena mengena..

Smlm, tym nak balik dari kerja, pat bus stop. Bus datang, I beratur mcm biasa.. Last person gitu.. Dlm memang la sesak.. Pack gila.. Tapi can still see there's sum space left for me lah. Betul..

Then I masukkan lah satu kaki, as in take 1 step in.. Mcm nak naik bus mcm biasa lah gitu. The next thing I knew, the bus tutup pintu!

Yeah with 1 of my feet in the bus, door closed n d rest of my body n me outside at the bus stop! Can u imagine tt? Mcm like lawak sedunia antarabangsa punya scene mengarut, klakar, bleh buat org ketawa pat aku gitu aah..

Tu blum apa2 lagi..

The next thing.. The bus moved! really! Aku pon ape lagi? Da cuak semacam! I quickly knock knock knock d glass door. Org pat blakang, sitting at d bus stop da pekik. "Ha de chiau!" which means, " Kaki dia!"

Dalam ati, aku da macam,"Aku besar gemuk ni dia tak perasan kape.. Takkan besar2 gini pon tak nampak.. Ni jalan maut aku kena seret beb.. Terlompat2 ni.." (sempat she pikir banyak2.. Abih bedek eh.. Heh..)

Then I continue knock2 d glass door.. Tt time da terkinja2 d bus da nak pick up speed. Suddenly the bus brakes..

Then the door opens. I quickly step in. Look straight into the bus drivers eyes and said," Cannot see!?!" a sudden burst of anger came to my head. I was boiling in d brains.
Ntahlah.. Suddenly I bengang gitu. Then because of tt, the driver stood up n 'scold' d other passengers, "See! I said move in some more, I cannot see!" Then sum passengers look at me.. Macam paiseh lah pulak kan.. Then the driver muka pon merah paiseh..

Then a mix feeling came into my heart n mind.. Eeissh.. Because of my incident, org2 tak bersalah ni kena marah.. Macam tak best gitu.. Fiz fiz, aku patut boleh bersabar.. Dapat naik bus safely in d end pon.. Patut bersyukur n happylah kan.. da selamat and all..

But see wat d iblis has done, easily? Dia cocok jer sikit... whisper sikit.. perasaan marah terus masuk dlm jiwa.. Bukanlah salah driver tu sangat kot.. hehe..
oklah2.. panjangnya aku crite ni..

So children... wats the moral of the story?

Haa... yes... Lain kali, nak masuk bus, lompat kaki dua2 dlm bus! Wakaka! jangan satu2!! heheh..

Mepek..
Takdelah..

Moral of the story is....

Train our iman supaya menjadi kental!!! So that small matter like this, kita boleh tepis dengan mudah. Know that Syaitan is always there to disturb you. Seek refuge and forgiveness to ALLAH all the time, anytime u felt mislead.

InsyaALLAH... By increasing our spiritual relationship to ALLAH (hablumminallah), we'll be able to have a good relation with other mankind (hablumminannas), and be of benefit to the world.

Fiiamanillah wa lihubbillah...

2007-01-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

Mission Day 3hree

From where i last left...

9.30am
After our breakfast n yada yada.. we move out to dewan perkumpulan perempuan daerah muar. Basically, they turn tt huge dewan or hall into a warehouse 2 store their goodies.. Eh I mean supplies.. All supplies, logistical needs and medical supplies are stored there. So, they need manpower to help sort out tt entire place..

So here we are, sporeans spending half of our day at d warehouse, sorting out stuffs.. Alas! We manage to come out w d whole inventory list, item in n out.. ok I noe.. Boring stuffs.. tak not so interesting enough to share huh.. Cuma I was just tinking if I could come out w such an inventory list for tings in my room.. All the in n out.. Aint it beautiful then? Hehe..

3pm
New instructions. Report back to 2 d hotel. We need 2 get more HYGIENE KITS!!! Brace yourselves! Cos we're abt 2 go.....

SHOPPING!!

So, once we got back, we grab d money and off we go 2 d nearest SuperStore. (luckily its just beside our hotel.. Hehe) Basically we were given RM$X,000 to buy as many items to fill up as many hygiene kits! Yup. Simple stuff. The tough part is 2 squeeeeze dry, optimising every single cent, combining items in a pack. Ok.. Yada2..
once got back 2 d warehouse. Suria peeps were waiting for us. They wanted 2 go to the flooded areas. But alas, their car brokedown along d way n had 2 come back..
Ok but basically.. This d boring part... Where we wayang carry2 tings while Izuan being interviewed.. But....

To be cont.... got to go...
haha... SUSPENS!!!
more stories n pics later...

2007-01-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

B.O.S.S. Selection Programme

Allow me to jump abit... to another mission.. will come back to the Muar thingy later..

ok... here goes..

The day where few will be chosen.. Few will be selected.. To lead... to run.. to climb the staiways to heaven.. when the sirens are horned.. the call for duty adawns.. TIME TO MOVE AND TIME TO CHARGE TOWARDS VICTORY!!!!

eermmm... sajer jer.. merepek pat atas... but basically.. here are some of the pics of the BOSS Selection Programme... We went to Macritchie and hike towards bukit timah.. had a natural rock, rock climbing time.. and sent 2 "casualties", heavy ones indeed.. hehe.. oh.. sent them to the roadside and left them there... then went on to hike futher into the mysteries of the already eroded hill top of Bukit Gombak or Little Guilin.. and went straight back home to SC...

Yeap.. Wat a tiring day that was.. but.. good stuff.. yups...

Check out the photos here ( http://hafizjenggo.fotopages.com/ ) for more crazy stuffs!!!

2007-01-05T06:13:00.000+08:00

Mission Day 1ne

Saturday, 23rd December 2006

Got a call from Mercy Relief (MR) a 12pm.
MR: Assalamu'alaikum.. fiz
Me: Wa'alaikumussalam
MR: U wanna follow our team to johor? Tolong mangsa banjir. With us Mercy Relief.
Me: Huh? serious kaper bang? Bila ni?
MR: Kita tolak mlm ni.. 6pm jumpa.
Me: Wahaaa?? Mlm ni jgak? aiseh.. waah.. bila nak kena konferm ni?
MR: Before Zuhur?
Me: Huh? before zuhur? haiz... aiseh.. ok ok.. call u later..

And so.. i called the few most important ppl, my boss to get leave cleared, my parents to get their blessings, Saff peeps to handover and clear outstanding matters.. all seems ok..After all tt, OK GO... phew..

And so.. there i am.. with less than 5hrs to prepare, i went ahead with tt mission.The best part, the meeting time was changed to 7.30pm, i was still outside, and cant do anything yet n get ready to prepare for the trip. I still got to go for a meet, pergi jemputan, carik kek, carik barang, pergi saff sjap.. haha.. gila eh..Abih, i got home at 6pm. 1 and half hours to prepare!!
eh mcm panjang lebar plak eh? n so.. im gone tt nite lah.. ok... movin on..

8pm
Met d new geng, Jessica, Gui Qing, Erzan n Izuan @ Kranji MRT.. took a ride into JB.Fast forward.In the car.. We just got to noe tt we need to pack like 2000 packs of hygiene kit! Haha. Yah 2000! Well u noe tings like shampoo, toothpaste n disposable undegarments! N more! Really! Essential items beb! So, we, 5 of us.. Yes 5 of us, are suppose to pack all of these b4 4am! Baik aah!

Now still outside giant, 10.18pm.. Eating fries at d Mac, waiting... Apparently they still need to prepare 4 all of the items..Ape taknya lambat.. 2000 of each items seh..
ok.. Outside Giant.. We went to grab all 2000 soaps n blabla of towel, shampoo, sanitary pads, toothpaste n toothbrush.
Hehe.. We waited till like after closing time.. 11pm like tt..
Then we took all of these home, izuan's mum's home. Coolness..

A koi pond at Izuan mum's place..

Mission Day 2wo

Saturday, 24th December 2006

These are the load of stuffs that we had to pack.. we packed all night.. from 1am all the way.. till subuh.. dah tak tahan.. penat sangat.. 5 org jer buat.. abih dah subuh... i went to pray 1st.. after my prayers.. to my surprise.. tadaaa...

REINFORCEMENT HAS ARRIVED!!!

Peeps from the Landrover Club Singapore, Pearl Frost from CNA... came down to join the mission... (though only for 1 day... :) but its ok... ) We went all the way packing and packing.. putting that 5 things into plastic bags. Thats our hygiene kit. One of the most essential item to survive in times of emergency.

When water is scarce, when ur living away from home, displaced, u still need to take care of ur personal hygiene.. To prevent urself from getting any other further unwanted disease n virus..

So.. we ended packing at ard 8 plus n we start loading up the landrovers will all these beribu-ribu lemon.. eh.. hygiene kits.. ok... da penat.. lepas tu badok! da lapar.. mak izuan siapkan curry ayam ngan bone steak.. makan ngan roti.. abih kena dengan air kopi AliCafe, tongkat Ali! haha..! power!!

9.20am

move out.. from izuan's place.. the whole convoy got ready..

Saw flooded areas along the way at lebuh raya.. 1st hour takde pape.. but the last 15 mins b4 we make a turn into pagoh, we saw flood areas on our left and right..

Wat a luck, along the way, one of the landrover caught some flu.. haiz.. waited for abt 1 hr... to settle that car.. nvm.. padehal.. ttss the most coolest looking landrover.. a 37 year old british army landrover.. well.. nvm.. hehe.. its old yah..

12pm

Rendevous with Mercy Malaysia Team at Hotel Classic at bandar muar.. Hey i didnt noe we're goin to a hotel.. we were told to bring sleeping bags.. i already prepared an outdoor survival backload of stufs. siap hammock lah ape lah.. sekali tido pat hotel.. oklah.. at least after a long day of werk, we need good rest.. ok..

Btw, super impress with the Mercy Malaysia team. THey are like super equipped! THey got an Storm! (a name of a jeep) and they got hold of Petronas Adventure Team (PAT). they got like boats and stuff and all.

Ok, then we went in for a briefing, by the VP of Mercy Malaysia.. Updating us the situation, what have they been doing, how many evacuated, how many evacuation centres, wat are the help still needed.. n yada yada.. haiz.. i didnt imagine d number evacuated was so high..

Soon later we move out to 1st site.. On my way there, i had to sit at the back of a landrover.. we went into flood areas... it feels like being on top of a boat.. da tak nampak roda da kreta.. jeep tau.. i mean landrover.. kan tinggi.. ok ok..

1st site, Pagoh.

At tt time, theres 404 family, 1862 ppl in total, staying in this Dewan Sukan Belia. A total of 15 kampungs in this area affected.

We dropped of abt 400 hygiene kits here. The people here, helped us willingly.. Soon they formed a human chain by our landrover.. and we started passing over the kits.. bit by bit..

Met someone, a young chap with his daughter. Fauzy nama dia.. Dia kata, abg dari spore?

Saya pon dulu tinggal spore.. bila kecik2 laa.. Daerah sembawang.. jual kuih semua.. pat kampung.. kampung apa tu... yg pat sembawang tepi laut... aaaah... haa! Kampung Wak Hassan. (i remember this place..)

THis Sports complex suddenly became like a big house for these ppl. One big community centre. One big family. Can be seen, everybody is helping each other, entertaining each other. THeres a roste of whose turn or shift to do tings.. Some team to the cleaning, collection of clean water, taking care of the kids... macam2lah.. kesian gak dorang ni semua.. THey also have a special room for warga emas.. goodlah.. they need a better enclose room.

6.15pm

Reach Bit Gambir, another evacuation centre. 168 families n 632 ppl here.. all this places here takde water.

Unloaded abt 600 hygiene kits here. da jadi mcm traffic police, me showing where the landrovers to go and park n bla bla..

Quick ones..

7pm move back to hotel

saw accident on opposite road - 2 cars smashed.. kesian..

9.45 got to the hotel and had packet dinner, then waited for d room...

11.45 went into d room

12.30 briefing for tomoro..

1.45am sleep

End of part one..

2006-12-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

Eidul Mubarak!!!

2006-12-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

IM back!! ALhamdulillah!!!

And in one piece!! yeap! Hehe... i was busy swimming with the crocodiles in Muar..
There was this big happening swimming competition there! SUPERB lah dey!

hehe...
Will blog over my 6 days 6 nights experience on the mission soon...
Step mana punya mission jer.. hehe...

ok... let me karang 1st... give me awhile... hehe..
sjap ler... sjap k... sjap jer... hehe...

2006-12-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Will be away...

Man on a mission.. like real jer..
Am away to muar johor je... tak lama... 1 week jer.. nantikan kepulangan aite...

Leave u guys in ALLAH's care, protection, love and rahmah...

2006-12-13T09:50:00.000+08:00

Someone said...

"What is it you said to the kid? The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very rough, mean place... and no matter how tough you think you are, it'll always bring you to your knees and keep you there, permanently... if you let it. You or nobody ain't never gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit... it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. If you know what you're worth, go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit."

You know who said this?
Its...

Rocky Balboa

(yes he is back... yesssaaa...)

2006-12-12T15:27:00.000+08:00

Penyejuk Qalbu...

"Kerlipan Cinta" by Rabbani

Rabbani - Kerlipan Cinta

Hidayah kerlipan cipta cintaku
harum rembulan mawar
dingin dihakis cinta
keseorangan

aku masih menghitung diri
kesiangan yang panjang
ingin mengisi hati

padamu kasih
satukan aku
dengan rahmatmu
dengan kalimah
malam siangku
berliku-liku
duri dugaan
suratan cinta

biar dicembalah mentari
dan dibahu gunung berapi
pasrahku abadi untukmu
untukmu

ku kembara sejari sisinya
ku inginkan bahagia abadi
ku impikan sentosa naungannya
selamanya

hidayah kerlipan cipta cintaku

chorus

(isn't this a nice song... haiz... touching...)

2006-11-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE!!!!!

Happy birthday!!! ermm... to who? to me? naaa... not my birthday today... but... erm... its on next 2 days.. as in this Saturday! hehe 25th Nov....

Farnie huh... my colleagues made a surprise birthday thingy for me... aaaaww... u guys so sweet... Well they thought i wld be ard tomorow, so they can plan sumting... but alas... im on leave tomorow, as i got to study for my exam on berfday (sat) sianzz.. but takpe insyaALLAH..

Touching aah u all... i got a birthday card from them... hehe.. cute... pic of a dog? hmmm ok.. no worries... the thing is, everyday i got hit by this colleague of mine, for making noise n annoying sound n songs n music... all from this mouth.. so.. she will like "Hafiz!!!" then she throws her plush toy dog at me.. n we all laugh2! LOL... hehe...

Yeah.. they got me a book... RED BOOK! n im wearing red today... ouh wat a coincidence! The book title is... "What is Graphic Design for?" Macam "Ouch" eh... mcm perli gitu kan... haha.. hehe.. but its ok... it really is a good resource book for more graphics n design ideas... yup2....

INSEAD, my company, always have some kinda welfare2 thingy for the employees... got this other card and also a TAKASHIMAYA voucher.. coolness... ermm... for me? ermm... i don really go for shopping huh... who wants? Raise ur shopping hands!!

Ok, wont make my birthday speech here.. kos.. not the exact time yet..

oklah... enjoy the video (not really enjoyable... ngaruts sikit2.. n silent in sum parts.. but watever lah ye..) and also the photos taken... aite...

Thats all folks....

2006-11-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

Weekend updates!!

Hmm.. wat to update?

Saturday...
Wanted to start on assignment.. but kena jadi mr cinderella... then send ummi to dentist.. adik join segigi (patutnye sekaki)...
Then ada dpi.... on tarikh tasyri'.. ada grp discussion, setiap seorang jadi pengikut 4 diff mazhab n jawab tentang wat we noe abt their teachings n bla bla, like their takes on hadith, khabar ahad, their books, qaul sahabat where they study n all.. interesting.. i got to be imam syafie... gues wat, i didnt realise he was allowed n able to give fatwa since he was 15 years old!!! ALLAHU AKBAR! MasyaALLAH.

n wat was i doing when i was 15 years old? sec 3... happy go lucky mixing ard here n there.. zaman kejahilan... haha.. eessh.. ok ok...

ok.. then mlm tu... when to visit Akh Firdaus, fellow classmate in DPI, comrade in dakwah, an active player in Belia mjd Istiqamah, imam n muazzin sambilan in Mjd An-nahdhah... n he is in millennia institute.. yeap.. M.i. all those things he is already involve.. n yes.. he is only 19!!! at young age! when i was 19... i merely know nothing... good bro keep it up..
oh btw.. dia sakit... has been like demam panas since last 2 thursday.. rupa2nya, dia kena sakit batu karang.. kesian bro kita ni.. nasib sekolah da tutup.. now he is at CGH... syafakallah.. semoga cepat sembuh.. takpe.. hikmah nya sungguh beautiful insyaALLAH... take care bro..

Sunday...
Pagi ada perjumpaan hari raya at assyakirin.. (lain kali i letak gambar..) Kesian ust hasrudi... dia sakit pagi tu.. padahal dia yg invite ana.. takpe.. gd to noe ur ok already bro..
So, ada belia dorang nasyid.. lagu duhai bonda... aiseh.. good try.. but can be better of course.. i like the semangat.. next one, lagu Lima Cinta.. by Saujana, my pebret nasyid acapella song! so... erm.. tologn2 dorang sikit.. but i can only achieve so much in 1 hr practise time.. oklah takpe..
they did better then the prev one.. but more rooms 4 improvement...

ok..
then terjumpa firdaus, ex ntums pres. Sunday pon kerja.. kesian.. cari nafkah ni.. hehe.. so, got to noe, he is heading for tampines.. apelagi, being an opportunist, mintak tumpang! alhamdulillah...

met ust khairudin at Tempias MRT stn... then on our way to ukhti nurhafizah, our classmate in dpi.. dia jemput all dpi classmates bros n sis n the ust2 to her house.. for a small gathering openhouse thingy... great food... i went like 3 rounds? bak kata arwah director ahmad nisfu, "Ni bukan gagah, ni gejoloh! Eh salah! Gelojoh!"

Watever lah eh..

Nice family nice homey.. bila sampai sum sis dah sampai... ukhti erni, marlina, nuriahtu.. taklama gitu, imam al-hamidi datang... ermm.. actually nama dia Encik Abd Hamid. Kita saja gelar dia gitu, as he has great knowledge n so on..

Other bros who came are Akh Faizal, (barang baik punya...), Akh Wahid.. both with their family.. aku tukang buat magic n lawak tak menjadi layankan anak2 dorang... n so.. it ends sumwhere in the late afternoon..

Balik umah... KOW!!! among my pebret nephews! anak my bro!! Mu'az al-faqih and Thalha as-sodiq!! geram..!! layan dorang jer aah sampai mlm... hehe..

haiz... love me family... im a family man.. cuma sedih.. sumtimes my masa banyak pat luar.. takpelah, its for a good cause anyway... dengan usaha kita di jalan dakwah di luar rumah.. never forget to pray to ALLAH to protect and take care of ur family at home...

klah.. so much of a weekend.. =)
(rizal n yati... afwan.. i was super dead tired by night.. cant do those online meetin for those SPE & Action Plan.. May ALLAH help us through these phase... be strong guys...)

2006-11-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

Ingat2 Di Syawal

A gentle reminder to my Muslim brothers and sisters in Islam. Eid visiting is not really something that you do for the sake of fun. Enjoying the visiting, 'attacking' from one home to another, laughing out loud over the jokes and old memories.

But really, there’s so much hikmah and beauty behind this whole idea of visiting. It’s the best time to draw things out even with your friend. The best is actually, it’s the time to strengthen the bond between you and your friends and their family members.

For your info, ziarah or eid visiting is a practice by the sahabah back then. Some ulama also mentioned that it is actually part of the activities of the 'ahli syurga'.

Nevertheless, putting across all these, there needs to be a reminder about adab and the things that you do and could do while you're out during eid visiting.

So take note:

- Call the owner of the home that you are going to visit in advance and give a rough time that you'll be arriving. This is so that the owner can pre-empt your arrival and prepare him/herself and have enough time to put on appropriate clothing to cover the aurah or whatsoever.

- Give your Salam of peace to the owner of the home. As Muslims we are encourage to spread Salam to all. As another form of du'a for them, that may they be in peace.

- Put your sight away from the inside of the house. Try not to peek inside from outside. It really is seem as rude. What if, the owner is not dressed appropriately? Or things at home are in a mess. Then you might have caused the owner to feel ashamed. So remember, after Salam, do not peek inside and push your sight away from the house. Look at the surroundings or the park in front. Until the owner comes to greet you at the door, then you can proceed on entering.

- When the owner has replied your Salam and greeting, do not come barge in until he/she invites you in. If not, seek permission before you come into the house.

- Till they invite you to sit and start with the 'kueh' make sure u don’t touch anything.

- Take good care of your eyes when you enter someone's home. Try not to be gorging your eyes, looking at the surroundings, the interior, the decorations, the furniture and start having ideas and thoughts about the owners. If we are not careful and not conscious about this, without us realising it, we tend to make bad impression and opinion on the owner sometimes, especially those who might come from the lower income family. Please do not look and see on worldly materials, but most important is to look into the hearts of the owner and the family.

When Nabi Musa a.s. was invited to Nabi Syu'aib's house, he took care of his adab and eyes. As he lower his gaze as he enter the home.

- Help. Do offer your assistance to the owner of the house if they need. Especially when you come with a whole group or 'bus' of friends. The owner would need to prepare lots of drinks and stuffs. So, a kind heart and helpful hands would be such a sweet thing to do.

- Have a mission when entering someone's home. Your ultimate goal for your mission is to get to know your friend and his/her family better. Especially those who you call them as your comrade or 'teman seperjuangan'. Find out who is their parents, what they do, how many siblings, what are they doing. Strike a conversation with them. Ask about their health, profession and more. Really, this is not to be busybody, but it’s really is to help us strengthen the ties and relationship with our comrade. So that we understand them better, and able to appreciate their difficulties that they face sometimes.

Whatever it is, Rasulullah enjoins us to get close and build that beautiful relationship with our comrades and their family members.
Ukhuwwahfillah. InsyaALLAH.

Remember, our own and our friends family comes 1st, before the other family outside that you build, even if it another organisation or outfits.

- And remember, whatever that you know and find out that could be 'keaiban' and a secret of the family or of their home, we should respect it and kept it close within the 4 walls of the house, and not to spread it out, and bring shame to the family. After all, we are brothers and sisters in Islam.

- Perhaps one last reminder to take note is, especially when we go out in big groups. We tend to have our own cliques or circle of friends and stick to it all the way. My friend calls this 'geng-geng taik ayam'. Well a nicer word to say is Assobiyah or berkelompok2. It’s really not nice. Why don’t you stop awhile and look around you. Somehow, ends up at least there is going to be person who might not be able to find his/her cliques, and tends to be alone all the way.

What we should do is to roam around, and get to know these other friends that’s within this whole big group. And who knows they do like your presence. Basically, take this opportunity to increase your circle of friends that could be of benefit to you and your dakwah.

Brothers and sisters in Islam. At the end of the day, it’s these 2 things that is the main thing that we should have at the back of our mind. 1) Adab & 2) Ukhuwwah.

Adab. It’s important as Muslims to take care of their adab, their akhlaq, not just in normal daily lives, but also for such occasion as Eid Visiting or Hari Raya visiting.

Ukhuwwah is important as it’s actually our support system in our life. When we are down, not only we have the help from ALLAH, but we have our friends to give us that morale support.

InsyaALLAH, may all this small effort be bless by ALLAH...

"...Untukmu Ummah... KernaMu ALLAH..."

Hak milik cipta Hafiz Noorahman. Dan moga di pelihara ALLAH swt.

2006-11-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

Gambar RAYA!!!

Klah klah.. korang ni.. nak gambar ajer...
here are sum... sum only...

kalo nak tengok yg lain... sila lah ker http://hafizjenggo.fotopages.com/

2006-11-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

Ello kawan!!

Assalamu'alaikum,

kengkawan... ikhwah akhwat...

Afwan lah.. lama naah tak update aper2...
Hmm... sebok ngan dunia.. nilah manusia... lupa... terlalu naah sebok ngan harian...
kadang kala kita ni lupa tuhan n all..

haiz.. rasa lemah diri ini.. lemah iman ni..

Tapi mujur ada sahabat seperjuangan.. yg terus memberikan ku semangat utk teruskan perjuangan dan kehidupan.. Sesungguhnya... Allah's miracles werks in wonders..

btw.. actually i wanted to continue the effort of Ingat2 di Ramadhan, to Ingat2 di Syawal.. Tapi lom sempat nak draw lah... tengok eh kalau ader time...

Meanwhile, some Hari Raya Photos... Tapi ni semua last year nyer...

i love this TV!!!
I turn into a small boy going out raya like this.... Erm... When ur the centre of attraction.. ppl are always jealous of u... u end up being bullied... rite guys... oh man!! i miss these dudes.. satu pat msia, satu pat states.. satu pat raffles... eh.. yahlah.. c u guys around aite..

2006-10-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

Iftar with Brothers!!!

Just few days b4 Syawal... kita met up for an auspicious iftar... ceh pejer... Yeah... kita ramai2 iftar @ kedai Tin & Zaitun... (Fig n Olive la) hehe...

Ramai gak turun... suppose to have like 15 bros.. tapi in the end 9.. tts superb man! Ada Penjual buku @ Khairu, Pelawan Api @ Mohksin, Orang minyak @ Jamil, pilot in dreams @ Asmat, Ustaz Cool @ Hasrudi, Penggali minyak @ Rizal, The Angel @ Khairul Amilin, and not forgetting our new fren, Ira, ok he is an american n-muslim, but he has great interest in Islam n doing sum research in Islamic finance n banking.. cool dude!

Not bad aah kedai dia... dekat ngan mjd bencoolen.. while waiting for the food.. bleh solat 1st... Food was great... n alot! (of course $$$ above ave. price) but.. oklah.. worth the time.. good to catch up... n we caught somebody redhanded... ngah ehem2... tapi takpe.. du'akan mereka.. eeessh... yup...

Nevertheless... its great to meetup everyone b4 the end of ramadhan... haiz touching lah... hehe...

For more, please visit.... http://hafizjenggo.fotopages.com/

2006-10-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

Ingat2 Di Ramadhan 2

Click on the image for an enlarge view. Maap ler.. takde time to tweek it n pen it properly.. but main thing is the message aite... This should have been send out like way earlier part of Ramadhan huh... comments?

2006-10-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

OOOOOOoooo.. gues wat?
my comic got up in this weebby... coolness..
http://www.dakwah.info/komik/
i need ideas for more... especially reminders in ramadhan...
anybody?

2006-10-05T08:10:00.000+08:00

Meeting tergempaq!

Just sharing sum video tt i took long time ago...

ermmm r they ok??
tapi cute kan? kan kan kan?

2006-10-04T08:09:00.000+08:00

Ingat2 Di Ramadhan... 1

Just a short reminder... in a lite manner... :)

2006-10-03T06:59:00.001+08:00

RAMADHAN ROCKS

Yup tts the tower tt the 150 pax had to climb and descend from..
Btw, wont talk much.. takde banyak sangat time. But basically alhamdulillah. Congrats to the organising commiittee, for their heartful dedication to make things happen. N gues wat? It happened! n really was HappeNNIng!

Ni Rahim n fedlie, testing out the line earlier part of the day..

it was such a blessful event.. lots of things happen... especially the rain.. But the spirit masih kental. Came in n went on n on as strong as ever. not just the org comm. but most hearteningly, the pax! yeah! well done!

This abt the 1st time tt i ensure my self to let tings go, let tings happen, let them decide.. n so on.. its great to see they make critical decisions, going through the tot processess, syura, n decide on things.. In fact, they are all better than me!

Alhamdulillah ya ALLAH... Kau temukan ku dengan para pelapis, yg dapat meneruskan perjuangan ini. Semoga Saff terus menjadi relevan di mata masyarakat, semoga Saff masih mampu melahirkan insan2 yg dapat menjana masyarakat kami. Semoga kau meredhai segala usaha murni kita yg kecil ini ya ALLAH.. Ameen..

Haiz... touching lah plak... nak ku sambung... tapi takpelah... sila tengok some pics then...

This peeps from Suria, alhamdulillah, berita came, warna ramadhan came, radio came... touching aah... All this is not for the sake nak bermegah2 atas usaha Saff, tetapi hanya untuk meluaskan lagi ppls knowledge abt us, tt we are here, to make a difference in the society! That we are an agents of Change! n we are gonna make that Multiplier effect! Like it or not! insyaALLAH... May ALLAH continues to guide us n give us strength...

Makin panjang lebar plak citer aku ni... hehe...

Lastly.. just a shot of me presenting Saff to the pax n the rest of the personel.
Haa... u noe wat.. i only came in the front like 4 times out of the whole event..
First was, the i had to give the opening speech as the HOS...
Second was, gathering n arranging them for mass phototaking by the Rock tower..
3rd, help part of d drama as a Voice over actor, n sound effects, plus Lightings ! (YAH!)
lastly here... in this pic... presenting Saff..

Haiz...

I love my youths.. They did a tremendous job! no matter wat happen.. all the problems n all are just blessings as lessons for us.. to make us stronger.. good job guys... Kudos..
May ur hands n legs n mouths n all ur other body parts be the witness for ur sacrifice n good deeds di akhirat kelak... ameen..

Ya Allah, Engkau mengetahui bahwa hati-hati kami ini telah berkumpul karena mengasihi-MU; bertemu untuk memenuhi perintah-Mu; bersatu untuk memikul beban da'wah-Mu. Hati-hati ini telah mengikat janji setia untuk mendaulat dan menyokong syariat-Mu. Maka eratkanlah ya Allah atas ikatannya, dan kekalkanlah kemesraan di antara hati-hati ini. Tunjukkan kepada hati-hati ini akan jalan-Mu yang sebenar. Penuhkan piala hati ini dengan cahaya Rabbani-Mu yang tidak kunjung padam. Lapangkan hati ini dengan limpahan iman dan keindahan tawakkal kepada-Mu. Hidupkan hati ini dengan ma'rifat tentang-Mu. Dan jika Engkau mentakdirkan mati, maka matikanlah pemilik hati-hati ini sebagai para syuhada dalam perjuangan agama-MU. Engkaulah sebaik-baik sandaran dan sebaik-baik penolong.

Ameen...

2006-09-19T15:22:00.000+08:00

RAMADHAN ROCKS!!!!

Ok, ni bukan kerja giler... sajer ngah sotz smlm mlm... tapi semangat Ramadhan Rocks.. so.. ada laah buat gambar2 giler ni... hehe... (i like the last one best...)

2006-09-19T13:44:00.000+08:00

What a weekend!!!

Ramadhan...... ROCKS!!! hehe..
What a weekend.. phew... late nite on friday.. well more of the wee hours thou..
Went to the Supreme court, got checked by the police n gurkas... n gues wat.. wrong supreme court..
Went to the new Supreme Court for some NYC function... n met lotsa ppl!
Met, Bro Mubarak, Syed Harun, Chris, KJ, Terence, Keng Hwee, Wawan-Kun, Jiaying, Hidayah and some other peeps.. yeah.. COoL...

Then went Saff ctr, for.. "The Return of the Ramadhan Jedis".. Vvong.. vvong.. Vvong..
Hehe... they were Bro Shahid, Ust Haniff and Sis Faezah Zaiton...
Cool sharings.. e.g. lets not strive in ramadhan.. but lets Cherish this Ramadhan.. n make it our best Ramadhan!

Then went to Tampines late nite, help set up the area..
Went home at 4am on Sat nite.. (gone crazy by this time...)

Sunday...
Whole day running beb...
I kinda became the head of facis, for the street dakwah or also known as the "I-Ask campaign"..
Nasib baik ada insan2 mulia... sanggup tolong aku... thanks Jamil(Saff) n Marliana (Afy)..
they help me co-ordinate... fuuh..
kalo tak.. terlonjat sana sini...
haha..

then u noe wat happened??
I BECAME THE EMCEE for the afternoon session! Wahpiangz!
Gila... i tink the RYC comm menyesal amik aku jadi emcee kot..
Had to tag along with Bro Bear aka Farhan.. haha..
Atas stage mcm lain lah plak... so so so different..

lama benor cek tak naik stage.. tengok gambar ni...
ngah ajar budak2 (erm..ada gak abang dan kakak2) tu semua bunyi "bom" and "pak"... heh....

well... watever it is..
It was such a super long weekend... filled up to d max.. sampai umah 10 lebih mlm tu.. feeling.. ouh how i wish im not werking on monday...
haha...

but nevertheless.. It was for a good cause..
May ALLAH bless our small effort in His cause, to make more youths to be aware of the richness and beauty of the holy month of Ramadhan.. yeah..

Other than tt.. im so proud and appreciate so much, my youths.. led by khairu n huda, hairudin... rabbany was playing a great role managing his admin team, bahit, nizar, hanif, ayu, masyitah.. thx fer the logs support from nazmi n wan n of cors. Jamil.. all rounder.. tak sangka juga org cute bernama kak naz pun tiba..

nice ppl.. nice.. love u ALLAH.. love u so much...
:)

Just enjoy sum photos here aite...

2006-08-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

"Real leaders are ordinary people with extraordinary determination"
John Seamann Garns

2006-08-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

Lagenda..

Just to share.. Sang by Hady, last nite at Singapore Idol..

He sure did good! but.....
Putting the whole thing about Singapore Idol aside...

Lets look at the song itself..

Lagenda, sang by Sheila Majid.
Ditujukan khas kepada seorang insan seni yang mengubah persepsi masyarakat dulu-kala tentang apa itu seni hiburan. beliau ialah seniman agung negara kita, allahyarham tan sri p. ramlee.

But, putting that aside. Someone ever shared with me, to look at this song in another perspective..

"Kaulah satu satunya...
Di antara berjuta...
Insan teristimewa.."

For us.. who could this person be?
Try asking that to yourself..
Is it your beloved ehem2? Yang u janji sehidup semati..
Hehe.. jangan marah..

Is it ur good o-buddy.
Cherish ur old skool days till now..

Who is that insan teristimewa? Antara berjuta plak tu..

Well, so this brother shared with me..
As muslims...
That person is no other than our beloved Prophet, Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

Yes.. Amirul Ummah.. Uswatul Hasanah...
Leader of the Ummah... Contoh terbaik...
Nabi akhir zaman..

Imagine..........

"Sejuta bintang di angkasa...
Sinarnya mempesona..
Sebutir bintang di taman seni..
Cahayanya berseri.."

He is not like P.Ramlee...
He is way more astounding than P.Ramlee..

Rasulullah did not change the mindset about the people with regards to culture and the art of entertainment..

But Rasulullah had brought with him.. the beatiful message of Islam..
He changed the mindset n perspective of the arab jahiliyah.. and brought them to the right path..
Brought them closer to ALLAH..

"Hingga kini menjadi sebutan...
Tetap terpahat namamu di ingatan..."

He gave us hope. He showed us the way to ALLAH... And insyaALLAH.. With God's will, we shall meet him 1 day, in the hereafter..

Till then, let's continue our efforts to consiously make develop ourselves to be better Muslims, good worker, filial son/daughter, good student, great leader and follower, and follow the way n examples of the Uswatul Hasanah... our Prophet, for he is the best example...

Last werds...
"Love ALLAH.. Love Rasulullah.. Love your parents.. Love your family.. Love your frens.. Love the Ummah..

And insyaALLAH.. May ALLAH love u more!"

U can find the lyrics to this song here.
http://www.liriklagu.com/liriklagu_s/SheilaM_Lagenda.html

2006-07-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

Teasers

From Cambridge University.

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The
phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,

it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if
you can raed tihs psas it on !!

Psas Ti ON !

2006-07-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

Another Tsunami...

Latest News: Tsunami hits Indonesia again, with a 7.7-magnitude earthquake killing at least 110 people...

Ya ALLAH... Bantulah mereka.. Kasihanilah mereka...
Ringankanlah beban mereka ini Ya ALLAH...
Di Kau Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..

(picture taken when i was back in Loakngah, Aceh, 1 month after Tsunami..)

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060718/ap_on_re_as/indonesia_tsunami

2006-07-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

Raining???

Just TOT of adding a stoopid shot..
Me n my bro Jamil... we were clearing up the Saff centre at the back, when we found this... thing.. this.. 'naked' umbrella.. N we just went CrAzY over it!

crazy ppl nowadays... they can just be anywhere.. doing anything... Watch out yah...

(I was still as slim back then... haha...)

2006-07-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

TRIP to the ISTANA!!!
(the real singapore white house..)

Recordings of 2nd July 2006

Phew! What a day it was. Didn't expect it to be so hectic. On d move, on d run. Let me share some things.

1st trip 2 ISTANA
NYC invited me, as the HOS, as an invited guest for the Singapore Youth Awards (SYA) 2006 Presentation @ d ISTANA. Ok...

Well i thought it was just a formal event. So i thought just wearing a formal shirt n pants would be enough. The event was at 4pm. N here i was at home at 12pm, just read through the invitation card, n saw a lounge suit! What a lounge suit? Gila kau! Ape kebenda tu!

And mind u, at that time, i was bz preparing for a presentation / workshop for tonite! (i'll talk abt this later. Ni pon crite best)

So back to d lounge suit thingy, not knowing wat kinda dress code dis is, i check at the internet, - 2 piece suit - jacket/blazer n pants! Wat the! Mana sih gue mau carik itu binatang blazer.

I called anyone i know, j'man, safarin, my brother, mustafa, khairu, nazree, sean, azlan, hasrudi, imad, rizal n more. And d ans were like, takda, pinjam orang, takda size, lain material or tak angkat telepon.

Its 12.30! Sape lagi eh? Haa! VP Perdaus! Haha! Bro Effendy Ibrahim! N true enough dia ade. Then best, he said his leaving home at 1.30! N im still at home at 12.40pm at Yishun n his at Simei! Baik aah fiz! Ape lagi! Zooooom....

K lets cut d trip n go straight to d main event. Hehe...

Outside the ISTANA
Very tight security. So many Police Officers on duty! (like duh.. Its d istana) I was checked atas bawah n inside out (over seh..) But still had to go through metal detector, n my bag was opened n checked. Well u noe, SOP. Can't run away from tt.

So i was ushered to move up ahead. N was asked to wait. Actually we r not allowed to walk from d gate to the istana itself alone. Yeah. Kena naik bus. Style.. Haha..

So in the bus as i approach the istana, i saw a Golf Course! He have his own golf course! Like wow! Over! Hehe.. Quite big lah..

Soon i saw it. The building, like wow! It really looks so majestic. A real ISTANA! Its super white n quite huge!

N so i was inside. Subhanallah.. Its really quite a beautiful place. I super love d chandelliers. It was crystal clear magnificent! U noe, like in the 2d enhanced of the Beauty and the Beast. Yeah.

Here are sum pics.

Btw 5 great yths were presented 4 the SYA. Miss Eunice Olsen 4 community service, Ronald Susilo 4 sports n 3 others tt includes a Dr. who is world ranked 6th in Ironmen, a chinese teacher n an entrepreneur.

For the team SYA, 4PM won. They have reached over 200,000 yths over the years and currently managing over 400 volunteers, both active and adhocs.

Well i didn't get to take a picture of d SYA throphy. Well its super huge!

There was also a medal of commendation tt was given to those who are still contributing greatly, 5 years after they won the SYA.

Yeah...
Then lepas tu makan.. in this big hall... waah...

N lepas tu, met chris, a fren from NTUWS, whom i met and made frens with during my YCM times..

oklah.. tu jer for now... daaa!!!

2006-07-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

Flying Tents??

2006-07-06T10:54:00.000+08:00

Rock Climbing Anyone???

2006-05-31T09:26:00.000+08:00

In memoirs of my lost bike....

Yup.... i just lost my bike... my beloved bicycle.. Yeah... in memoirs.... of my bike.... Last sunday... tis ok... dont ask y...

This photo of my beloved bike... One of the last time... i had so much fun time with my bike.. haiz... the Rehlatul Iman, Night Cycling event by NUSMS... (asal gambar mcm siang hari? dah pagi mesti ler..... like duh...)

Well... If the bike has soul... This is what i have to say to it...

Sayang... setelah 10 tahun kita bersama... kini terpisah jua akhirnya.. sesungguhnya yg hidup akan mati, ape pula yg tak hidup sepertimu.. akan terhilang dan musnah jua pertemuan... kehilanganmu membawa hatiku rindu.. kakiku gian untuk mengayuhmu...

Ku telah menjagamu sebaik2nya... membersihkan bila termampu.. merepair pabila rosak atau kita bersama terkena accident.. pumpmu pabila dikau pancit.. lap mu bila dikau basah dek rintihan hujan membasahi mu..

Ku teringat waktu ku berumur 12 tahun, abah membelimu, 2nd hand.. waktu hargamu, $350.. mahal tu... tapi mahal mu memang lumayan.. 10 tahun bertahan ngan tahap maksima.. dikau bernama brand 'Bridgestone'.

Diwaktu ku berumur 14 tahun... ku membeli front suspension dan ku menukar fork di tayar depan mu...

Diwaktu ku berumur 15-16 tahun.. setiap petang ku menunggang mu bersama Gok Hui.. rakan baik ku.. dan kita telah bersama menjelajah dunia.. (erm.. singapore..) baik pagi, baik petang, baik mlm.. baik gelap.. baik takde lampu.. baik hutan.. dari compaq factory, jalan kayu, lower peirce reservoir, thomson, sembawang park, east coast, seletar dam (pebret place), kastam woodland... dan lain2...

17 tahun.. dikau menjadi transport ku utk berulanng alik ke kerja di Stesen minyak Shell.. di waktu ku kerja mencari wang untuk membantu ibu bapaku... sebagai pump attendant..

18-20 tahun... banyak night cycling kita dah pergi.. mana2 punya.. mcm satu singapore.. saff nyer jer dah lain... abih yg lain2.. east coastlah, suntec, bugis, bishan park, benjamin sheares bridge and many more... kadang kala... ku gunakan mu utk ker sekolah... NYP.. di Ang Mo Kio...
bermalam bersama disekolah.. atau dicamp2..

21-22 tahun... nilah waktu NS ku... di Jalan bahar... ku selalu park mu di Saff centre.. dan akan ku menaiku mu untuk ke camp di jalan bahar... setiap hari... pagi dan malam... rakan training ku... dan denganmu, dapat jua ku save duit sikit...

23 hingga hari ahad lalu...
ku masih tetap menunggang mu, walaupon ku dah mula bekerja sepenuh masa... tapi ku gunakan mu untuk pergi dari bukit gombak (saff centre) ke kerja di buona vista.. setiap pagi dan malam.. dan sekarang.... haiz...

ku harus berlari... dan terus berlari...

semoga sesiapa yg menjumpaimu, di rahmati ALLAH.. dan mendapat hidayah dariNya.. Ya ALLAH.. janganlah dikau menghukum sipolan kerna mengambil basikalku... sesungguhnya dia tidak bersalah... ku tahu.. mungkin inilah rezqinya.. dan bukan rezqi ku... Selamatkan dan lindungilah dirinya diwaktu dia menunggang basikal itu... sesungguhnya setiap sesuatu datang dari padaMu, dan akan kembali padaMu... Wahai tuhan yang bisa memperkenankan du'a... perkenankanlah du'a ini... ameen... ya rabbal 'alameen..

(now.. how to ans to my dad..... any ideas guys??)

2006-05-26T15:35:00.000+08:00

again... bz... haha...

had my exams.. assignments.. werk... staying late.. freelance stuffs and much more stuffs..
yeah.. FUN FUN FUN!! haha...

erm..

now in the office... 3:33pm...
just made this cup of Lipton's Tea, with caramel flavour...
Amazingly, the whole office can smell it... wah lau! danger huh...
hmmm.. havent taste yet..
let me try it....

OUCH!
its still hot... hehe...

btw... anybody... watever u do... please be careful...

2006-05-09T15:37:00.000+08:00

Really has been along time...
Hah..
oklah.. i try k.. update bit by bit..

IHT Episode 2: Guide-a-Cookie

for today.. just wanna share some photos taken during the IHT Episode 2: Guide-a-Cookie (part 1) the other day, 29th April, Saturday 12-7pm, at Saff.
IHT --> In-House Training

Basically, this Guide-A-Cookie thingy is a facilitation workshop, conducted by Bro Shahrill from Nuquest. Cool guy.. Learn alot.. useful session. N i shant spill out all the goodies here.. haha. tulah siapa yg diinvite tu.. sapa suruh tanak dtg? kan wasted! Haha!

ok.. some photos from my HP cam, weak aah... not so clear.

2006-04-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

New Skin!!!!

Check it out!!!!
Haha.. coolness... from ciplak others skin... i change the whole colour to mine..

Ok! I noe i can do better than this.. rilek laah.. 1st time i try my own maaah...
hehe...

2006-04-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

WAAH!!! ok yeap yeap... bz bz..
actually almost everday ader story... tapi mcm bz..
haha....

2006-04-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

What a LUNCH!!!

Subhanallah... WOW....
I had the most interesting lunch session!!
like.. haha... im like smiling now..

wat happen was...

I was happily eating my lunch.. alone.. as i came out late today..
Then suddenly.. There this tall, fair and handsome man (drama-mama)... came by and said,
"Could i join u, Hafiz?"

And accidentally, i hit n spilled my glass of drink.. (luckily it was plain cold water...)

I was Shock! terkejut beruk! haha.. "How in the world he knew my name???"

So he apologise for shocking me n offered to get me another glass of drink..

The thing is.. he knew me.. n i don't know him! How bad could i be. But i swear i've never met any know him before..

So apparently, his name is Vivek Sharma. Director of Development here in INSEAD. and.. guess wat. He is a MUSLIM!! tts the shocking thing! haha.. its not really suprising.. yeah kos there are ang-moh muslims ard in spore.. these ppl dont just go ryt smack infront of u telling that their muslims! u'll probably able to see them in the mosque during fri prayers...

Oh yah.. his msulim name is Muhammad Imran..

So we had an interesting conversation about he married a local lady, became a practising muslim.. living life as a muslim.. trying his best, alhamdulillah in Ramadhan.. yeah..

He shared about his son, 1, Ahmad, who just finish TP, ang giving him a p/t job in InnovAsia, while waiting for NS in June. But most of the time we were talking abt his 1st son, Ibrahim, who is currently paralysed almost the whole body. And now, he can only move his right arm. Only.

He just had gone through a devastating motorbike accident, 18 mths ago. He was riding R1 bike.. (for those who dont know) thats like one of the biggest bike, 1000CC. So, tt particular night, a van collides in him.. and yeah..
So now, for the rest of his life.. he is bed ridden not moving.. staying home.. (part ni dah touching) Can u imagine that... Mungkin masih ader harapan.. but.. its really, tts it, he broke his nect n back. So, nothing else.. Those are like D most vital part of ur body man.. Poor guy..

That was his turning-point of life.. Mite be too late, but better off though.. It could have been even worse. So now ibrahim, is becoming a more pious person. Doing the obligatory solat.. as well as the extra ones.. reading more stuffs on islam and all.. Alhamdulillah..

May ALLAH gave him strength to go through his daily hardship.

We had a long conversation, talking abt INSEAD, werk, life, business, Singapore, living live as a muslim.. Haiz... Subhanallah... Thanks for making my lunch an interesting one.. thats for now..

May ALLAH make us all muslims, STRONGER MUSLIMS, and feel closer to Him, and hold strong on our faith, and do what He asks, and not what He forbids! ALLAHU AKBAR!

2006-04-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

The Day Our beloved Prophet was born and the day he left us...
Today, 12 Rabiul Awal...

I cant bear not crying... cant stop my tears from shedding... my love n my longing.. i miss u.. ya syauqi..

Komen : Semoga hati kita menjadi redup bila membaca kisah ini.

Diriwayatkan bahawa surah Al-Maaidah ayat 3 diturunkan sesudah waktu Asar iaitu pada hari Jumaat di Padang Arafah pada musim haji penghabisan (Wada')

Pada masa itu Rasulullah S.A.W. berada di Padang Arafah di atas unta. Ketika ayat ini diturunkan Rasulullah tidak begitu jelas penerimaan nya, untuk mengingati isi dan makna yang terkandung di dalam ayat tersebut, Baginda bersandar pada unta beliau sambil unta tersebut duduk perlahan-lahan.

Setelah itu turun malaikat Jibrail A.S dan berkata:"Wahai Muhammad, sesungguhnya pada hari ini telah aku sempurnakan urusan agamamu, maka terputuslah apa yang diperintahkan oleh Allah S.W.T. dan demikian juga apa yang terlarang olehNya. Oleh itu kamu kumpulkan para sahabatmu dan beritahu mereka bahawa hari ini adalah hari terakhir aku bertemu dengan kamu."

Sebaik sahaja malaikat Jibrail A.S pergi maka Rasulullah S.A.W pun berangkat ke Mekah dan terus ke Madinah.

Setelah Rasulullah S.A.W mengumpulkan para sahabat beliau, maka Rasulullah pun menceritakan apa yang telah di beritahu oleh malaikat Jibrail A.S. Apabila para sahabat mendengar hal demikian maka mereka pun gembira sambil berkata:"Agama kita telah sempurna! agama kita telah sempurna!"

Apabila Abu Bakar mendengar keterangan Rasulullah S.A.W. itu, dia tidak dapat menahan kesedihannya maka dia pun kembali ke rumah lalu mengunci pintu dan menangis. Abu Bakar menangis dari pagi hingga ke malam.

Kisah tentang Abu Bakar r.a menangis telah sampai kepada sahabat yang lain, maka berkumpullah para sahabat di hadapan rumah Abu Bakar r.a dan mereka berkata:"Wahai Abu Bakar, apakah yang telah membuat kamu menangis sehingga sebegini sekali keadaan mu? Sepatutnya kamu berasa gembira sebab agama kita telah sempurna."

Mendengar pertanyaan dari para sahabat maka Abu Bakar r.a pun berkata:" Wahai para sahabatku, kamu semua tidak tahu tentang musibah yang menimpa kamu, tidakkah kamu tahu bahawa apabila sesuatu perkara itu telah sempurna maka akan kelihatan lah kekurangannya. Dengan turunnya ayat tersebut bahawa ianya menunjukkan perpisahan kita dengan Rasulullah S.A.W. Hasan dan Husin menjadi yatim dan para isteri Nabi menjadi janda."

Setelah mendengar penjelasan dari Abu Bakar r.a maka sedarlah mereka akan kebenaran kata-kata Abu Bakar r.a, lalu mereka menangis. Tangisan mereka telah di dengar oleh para shabat yang lain, maka mereka pun terus memberitahu Rasulullah S.A.W. tentang apa yang mereka lihat itu.

Salah seorang dari sahabat berkata:" Ya Rasulullah, kami baru balik dari rumah Abu Bakar r.a dan kami dapati ramai orang menangis dengan suara yang kuat di hadapan rumah beliau."

Apabila Rasulullah mendengar keterangan dari sahabat itu, maka berubahlah muka Rasulullah dan dengan segera beliau bergegas ke rumah Abu Bakar r.a.

Sebaik sahaja Rasulullah sampai di rumah Abu Bakar r.a maka Rasulullah S.A.W melihat kesemua mereka yang menangis dan bertanya. "Wahai sahabatku, kenapakah kamu semua menangis?" Kemudian Ali r.a berkata:" Ya Rasulullah S.A.W., Abu Bakar mengatakan dengan turunnya ayat ini membawa tanda bahawa wafat mu telah dekat. Adakah ini benar, ya Rasulullah?"

Lalu Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Semua yang dikata oleh Abu Bakar r.a adalah benar dan sesungguhnya masa untuk aku meninggalkan kamu semua telah hampir dekat."

Sebaik sahaja Abu Bakar r.a mendengar pengakuan Rasulullah S.A.W maka dia menangis sekuat tenaganya sehingga dia jatuh pengsan sementara Ali r.a pula mengeletar seluruh tubuhnya. Dan para sahabat yang lain menangis dengan sekuat-kuat yang mereka mampu.

Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. bersalam dengan para sahabat satu demi satu dan berwasiat kepada mereka. [Kisah Rasulullah S.A.W hidup selepas turunnya ayat terakhir itu ada yang menyatakan 81 hari, 50 hari, 35 hari dan ada juga yang mengatakan 21 hari.]

Pada saat sudah dekat ajal Rasulullah S.A.W., beliau menyuruh Bilah bin Rabah azan untuk mengerjakan solat, lalu berkumpullah para Muhajirin dan Ansar di masjid Rasulullah S.A.W. kemudian Rasulullah menunaikan solat 2 rakaat bersama semua yang hadir. Setelah selesai mengerjakan solat beliau bangun dan naik ke atas mimbar dan berkata: "Alhamdulillah, wahai para muslimin, sesungguhnya saya adalah seorang Nabi yang diutus dan mengajak orang kepada jalan Allah dengan izin Nya, dan saya ini adalah sebagai saudara kandung kamu, yang kasih sayang pada kamu semua seperti seorang ayah. Oleh itu kalau sesiapa mempunyai hak untuk dituntut, maka hendaklah dia bangun dan memberitahu saya sebelum saya dituntut di hari kiamat."

Rasulullah berkata sebanyak tiga kali kemudian bangun seorang lelaki yang bernama 'Ukasyah Bin Muhshan' dan berkata:" Demi ayah dan ibuku Ya Rasulullah S.A.W., kalau anda mengumumkan kepada kami berkali- kali sudah tentu saya tidak mahu mengemukakan hal ini." Lalu 'Ukasyah berkata lagi: "Sesungguhnya dalam perang Badar, saya bersamamu Ya Rasulullah, pada masa itu saya mengikuti unta anda dari belakang, setelah dekat saya pun turun menghampiri anda dengan tujuan supaya dapat mencium peha anda, tetapi anda telah mengambil tongkat dan memukul unta anda supaya berjalan cepat, yang mana pada masa itu anda terpukul pada tulang rusuk saya. Oleh itu saya hendak tahu sama ada anda sengaja atau cuma hendak memukul unta tersebut."

Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Wahai Ukasyah, Rasulullah sengaja memukul kamu."

Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata kepada Bilal r.a.: "Wahai Bilal, kamu pergi ke rumah Fatimah dan ambilkan tongkat aku ke mari."

Bilal keluar dari masjid menuju ke rumah Fatimah sambil meletakkan tangannya di atas kepala dengan berkata:"Rasulullah telah menyediakan dirinya untuk di balas (qishash)."

Setelah Bilal sampai di rumah Fatimah maka Bilal pun memberi salam dan mengetuk pintu. Kemudian Fatimah r.a menyahut dengan berkata:" Siapakah di pintu?"

Lalu Bilal berkata:"Saya Bilal, saya diperintahkan oleh Rasulullah S.A.W. untuk mengambil tongkatnya."

Kemudian Fatimah berkata:" Wahai Bilal, untuk apa ayahku meminta tongkatnya?"

Bilal berkata:"Wahai Fatimah, Rasulullah S.A.W. telah menyediakan dirinya untuk di qishash." Fatimah bertanya lagi:"Wahai Bilal, siapakah manusia yang sampai hatinya untuk mengqishash Rasulullah S.A.W.?"

Bilal tidak menjawab pertanyaan Fatimah r.a., sebaik sahaja Fatimah r.a memberikan tongkat tersebut maka Bilal pun membawa nya kepada Rasulullah S.A.W.

Setelah Rasulullah S.A.W. menerima tongkat tersebut dari Bilal maka beliau pun menyerahkan kepada 'Ukasyah'. Melihat hal yang demikian maka Abu Bakar r.a. dan Umar r.a tampil ke hadapan sambil berkata:"Wahai 'Ukasyah, janganlah kamu qishash baginda Rasulullah S.A.W., tetapi kamu qishashlah kami berdua."

Apabila Rasulullah S.A.W. mendengar kata-kata Abu Bakar dan Umar maka dengan segera baginda berkata:"Wahai Abu Bakar dan Umar, duduk lah kamu sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T. telah menetapkan tempat untuk kamu berdua."

Kemudian Ali r.a. bangun lalu berkata:"Wahai 'Ukasyah! aku adalah orang yang sentiasa berada disamping Rasulullah S.A.W. oleh itu kamu pukul lah aku dan janganlah kamu mengqishash Rasulullah S.A.W."

Lalu Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Wahai Ali, duduklah kamu, sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T. telah menetapkan tempatmu dan mengetahui isi hati mu."

Setelah itu Hasan dan Husin bangun dan berkata:"Wahai 'Ukasyah, bukankah kamu tidak tahu bahawa kami ini adalah cucu Rasulullah S.A.W., kalau kamu mengqishash kami sama dengan kamu mengqishash Rasulullah S.A.W."

Mendengar kata-kata cucunya Rasulullah S.A.W. pun berkata: "Wahai buah hatiku, duduklah kamu berdua."

Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:" Wahai 'Ukasyah, pukul lah saya kalau kamu hendak memukul."

Kemudian 'Ukasyah berkata:" Ya Rasulullah S.A.W. anda telah memukul saya sewaktu saya tidak memakai baju."

Maka Rasulullah S.A.W. pun membuka baju, sebaik sahaja Rasulullah S.A.W. membuka baju maka menangislah semua yang hadir.

Sebaik sahaja 'Ukasyah melihat tubuh badan Rasulullah S.A.W. maka dia pun mencium beliau dan berkata: "Saya tebus anda dengan jiwa saya, ya Rasulullah S.A.W. Siapakah yang sanggup memukul anda. Saya melakukan begini adalah sebab saya hendak menyentuh badan anda yang dimuliakan oleh Allah S.W.T. dengan badan saya dan Allah S.W.T menjaga saya dari neraka dengan kehormatanmu."

Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Dengarlah kamu sekelian, sekiranya kamu hendak melihat ahli syurga, inilah orangnya."

Kemudian semua para jemaah bersalaman atas kegembiraan mereka terhadap peristiwa yang sangat genting itu. Setelah itu para jemaah berkata:" Wahai 'Ukasyah, inilah keuntungan yang paling besar bagimu, engkau telah memperolehi darjat yang tinggi dan bertemankan Rasulullah S.A.W. di dalam syurga."

Kemudian Allah mewahyukan kepada malaikat Izrail:"Wahai Izrail, pergilah kamu kepada kekasihku dengan sebaik-baik rupa dan apabila kamu hendak mencabut rohnya maka hendaklah kamu melakukan dengan cara yang paling lembut sekali.Apabila kamu pergi kerumahnya maka minta izinlah terlebih dahulu, kalau di izinkan kamu masuk maka masuklah kamu ke rumahnya dan kalau dia tidak mengizinkan kamu masuk maka hendaklah kamu kembali kepada ku.

Sebaik sahaja malaikat Izrail mendapat perintah dari Allah S.W.T. maka malaikat Izrail pun dengan segera menyerupai seorang Arab Badwi. Setelah malaikat Izrail sampai dihadapan rumah Rasulullah S.A.W. maka dia pun memberi salam:"Assalamu alaikum yaa ahla baitin nunuwwati wa ma danir risaalati aadkhulu?" (Mudah-mudahan keselamatan tetap untuk kamu sekelian, wahai penghuni rumah nabi dan sumber risalah, bolehkah saya masuk?")

Apabila Fatimah mendengar orang memberi salam maka dia pun berkata:"Wahai hamba Allah, Rasulullah S.A.W. sedang sibuk sebab sakitnya yang semakin berat."

Kamudian malaikat Izrail berkata lagi seperti permulaannya, dan kali ini seruan malaikat itu telah didengar oleh Rasulullah S.A.W. dan Rasulullah S.A.W. bertanya kepada Fatimah r.a:" Wahai Fatimah, siapakah di depan pintu itu."

Maka Fatimah r.a berkata:"Ya Rasulullah, ada seorang Arab Badwi memanggilmu dan aku telah katakan kepadanya bahawa anda sedang sibuk sebab sakit, sebaliknya dia memandang saya dengan tajam sehingga merasa mengigil badan saya."

Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Wahai Fatimah, tahu kah kamu siapakah orang itu?"

Jawab Fatimah:"Tidak ayah."

Dia adalah malaikat Izrail, malaikat yang akan memutuskan segala macam nafsu syahwat yang memisahkan perkumpulan- perkumpulan dan yang memusnahkan semua rumah serta meramaikan penghuni kubur."

Fatimah r.a. tidak dapat menahan air matanya lagi setelah mengetahui bahawa saat perpisahan dengan ayahnya telah hampir, dia menangis sepuas-puasnya.

Apabila Rasulullah S.A.W. mendengar tangisan Fatimah maka beliau pun berkata:" Janganlah engkau menangis wahai Fatimah, engkaulah orang pertama dalam keluargaku akan bertemu dengan aku."

Kemudian Rasulullah S.A.W. menjemput malaikat Izrail masuk. Maka malaikat Izrail pun masuk dengan mengucap: "Assalamualaikum ya Rasulullah."

Lalu Rasulullah menjawab:"Wa alaikas saalamu, wahai Izrail engkau datang menziarahi aku atau untuk mencabut rohku?"

Izrail berkata:"Kedatangan saya adalah untuk menziarahi mu dan mengambil roh mu, itupun kalau kamu izinkan, kalau tidak izinkan maka aku akan kembali."

Rasulullah berkata:"Wahai Izrail, dimanakah kamu tinggalkan Jibrail?"

Izrail berkata:"Saya tinggalkan Jibrail A.S. di langit dunia, semua para malaikat sedang memuliakan dia."

Tidak berapa saat kemudian, Jibrail A.S. pun turun dan duduk dekat kepala Rasulullah S.A.W. Apabila Rasulullah S.A.W. melihat kedatangan Jibrail A.S. maka Rasulullah S.A.W. pun berkata:"Wahai Jibrail, tahukah kamu bahawa ajalku sudah dekat?"

Jibrail berkata:" Ya, aku memang tahu."

Rasulullah S.A.W. bertanya lagi:"Wahai Jibrail beritahu kepadaku kemuliaan yang mengembirakan aku disisi Allah S.W.T."

Jibrail A.S. berkata:"Sesungguhnya semua pintu langit telah dibuka, para malaikat bersusun rapi mananti roh mu di langit. Kesemua para bidadari sudah berhias menanti kehadiran rohmu."

Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Sekarang kamu katakan pula tentang umatku pada hari Kiamat nanti."

Jibrail A.S berkata:" Allah S.W.T. telah berfirman: "Sesungguhnya Aku telah melarang semua nabi masuk ke syurga sebelum engkau masuk terlebih dahulu, dan aku juga melarang semua umat memasuki syurga sebelum umat mu memasuki syurga."

Rasulullah S.A.W. berkata:"Wahai Izrail, dekat lah kamu kepadaku."

Setelah itu malaikat Izrail pun memulakan tugasnya apabila roh itu sampai pada pusat, maka Rasulullah S.A.W. pun berkata:"Wahai Jibrail alangkah dasyatnya rasa mati."

Jibrail mengalihkan pandangan dari Rasulullah apabila mendengar kata -kata beliau.

Melihat telatah Jibrail itu, maka Rasulullah pun berkata: "Wahai Jibrail, apakah kamu tidak suka melihat wajahku?"

Jibrail A.S berkata:"Wahai kekasih Allah, siapakah orang yang sanggup melihat wajah mu di kala kamu dalam sakaratul maut?"

Anas bin Malik berkata:"Apabila roh Rasulullah S.A.W. telah sampai di dada beliau bersabda:"Aku wasiatkan kepada kamu semua menjaga solat dan apa-apa yang telah diperintahkan ke atas atasmu."

Ali r.a. berkata:"Sesungguhnya Rasulullah S.A.W.ketika menjelang saat-saat terakhir, telah mengerakkan kedua bibir beliau sebanyak dua kali dan saya meletakkan telinga saya dekat Rasulullah S.A.W. dia berkata:"Umatku, Umatku."

_________________________________

Even till the last moment of his death.. He still thinks for us.. his ummah... n look n reflect back on ourselve.. can we show tt much love to him like how he loved us? Do we really noe who he is? What he have done? Please.. wake up n search n read.. n love him..

Those who love him will be love by ALLAH as well..

2006-04-09T12:25:00.000+08:00

HAFIZ
WAKE UP!!!!!

2006-04-08T10:32:00.000+08:00

DAHBIS!!!!

YEAHOOOO!!! at last dahbis gak akunyer paper ni.. assignment for DPI..
im currently taking this DPI. Diploma dlm Pengajian Islam. yeah... suppose to submit this paper on.... Sejarah Perkembangan Ilmu Usul Fiqh... haiyoh... kecoh beb... CHim-anology!! ehehhe..

but alhamdulillah... at last! 18 pages! weeewiit... padahal ust kate... between 13-50 pages... maut woah kalau buat 50 page... ni buat sikit2 jer.. yg termampu lah...

Thanx to all the para ulama' yg telah membukukan all these sources... tinggal petik n kaji n write.. hehe...

2006-04-04T15:42:00.000+08:00

GOT INTERVIEWED BY RADIO WARNA!!!

WAH LAAAU!!! I just got called by Radio WARNA! Kena interview siaaa!!

Click here to Listen.

MasyaALLAH... terasa tergagapnya diri beta ini...

ok... fyi.. LBKM is tying up with Warna, for the next round of Bursary applications. So, the interview was abt how me, as a penerima of the LBKM bursary, have benefited from it. The best part is, actually, all my siblings have gotten tt LBKM bursary b4.

Actually, they called my sister, si nurul tu... diorang nak interview dia. Abih dia tanak.. dia cakap dlm bahasa English.. "My Malay no good!" padahal i think, dia punya england pon no good.. hahaha.. (rabak fiz)

So, adikku menolak balak..(amanah actually) to me.. terpaksa ang mengalah.. akak2 dan abg yg lain semua tak dapt dihubungi.. Dekni si Hafiz pon jadilah... redha jerlah org Warna..

oh yah.. n so they ask, what im doin, my age, y i applied for the bursary, wat makes me wanna apply, wats the pembakar diri dan semangat utk terus belajar or sumting like tt.. n bla bla... so... yeaps..

They suppose to interview 2 more ppl, a father n a mother of a penerima.. but couldnt contact them for now.. soooooo... ladies n gentleman...

if u want to hear my 2 cents or may be no-cents or nonscence (actually, insyaALLAH.. inspiring) interview... listen to Warna whole day... it'll be a trailer-like broadcast. Whole day, intermittently, as fillers in the radio program.. yeaps..

Syukur Ya ALLAH for giving me tt opportunity... May with tt small n simple thing tt i did.. more yths aspire to try, more insan yg berhati mulia utk hulurkan bantuan.. n more yths out there get to achieve their dreams and aspirations in life... InsyaALLAH... Ameen.....

chaoz...

2006-04-04T10:20:00.000+08:00

MY PC is HOME!!!!

YEAH!!!! ME got me PC back! at long last! FYI, it was hibernating at my good bro, Hairil's place.. sSooo cialak, tt he have to do a post mortem on my pc.....

Cant wait to pour back all my lost stuffs... (tho lots of stufss are lost) especially my momma's... she spend her days typing our family history.. relatives... particulars... addresses... DOBs.... kecian dia.. all her hardwerk.. but luckily i manage to backup a portion of it... alhamdulillah...

Nilah... kalau tak backup... tak jaga... tak buat extra effort to ensure its there.. hilang lah segalanya.. dengan sekelip mata..
Sama juga ngan hidup kita ni... kalau tak jaga.. tak beramal.. tak beribadah.. tak tunaikan tanggungjawab.. tak buat extra effort to get closer to him... habislah.. hilanglah segalanya... seolah2 ianya tak bermakna...

Wallahu'alam...

2006-03-31T11:00:00.000+08:00

What a night.... 19th March (yesterday)
10pm - @ NTUC Fairprice, bought 2 tubs of Mayo, 20 eggs, 2 big packet of Soya bean drink (proteins!), 3 packets of munchies, 1 jar of nutella, ermm.... Dont remember wat else i got..

10.45 - boiled the eggs, while eating my nasi and ayam lauk kicap (which i packed it yesterday morning as my lunch at werk) sampai bawak balik seh..

11 - start reading notes

12.30am - tertido kot..
2.40am - woke up, realising that ive just wasted a whole lot of time!
2.50am - made my egg mayo (i got a sandwhich party at werk today.. gosh... of all things.. im supposed to contribute egg mayo??) 1st time beb buat.. interesting...
- took me 40 mins! to prepare the whole thing.. coolness.. can do this more often.. hehe..

3.40 - continue reading my notes n books on usul fiqh...

5.30 - tertido kot
6.30 - my sis woke me up.. "ABANG HAFIZ SUBUH DAH NAK ABIS!!!"
- dash off for subuh!
- get ready for werk
7.30 - Tested my 1st egg mayo! IT RAWKS!!!
8am - Buhbye homey!! werk... here i come!

2006-03-29T11:12:00.000+08:00

ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz............
WOW!... i didnt believe, i slept at 5am this morn... 1st time.. (not really.. more of after a long time)
Currently busy doin my Assignment.. on Usul Fiqh... wah piang.. 13-50 pages...
Tapi takkan nak buat 13 pages kan.. nampak sangat takde effort..

At this moment blom abis satu page.. n its due this sat... BEST HAFIZ! WELL DONE!! MAKE SURE U DONT SLEEP AGAIN TONIGHT!!!

2006-03-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

Ok.. gonna do sum real n proper updates of myself here...

Ok.. if any of u ever noticed.. i havent been really updating this bloggy blogblog..

Hmm.. was really pretty bz lately... well of cors.. Saff stuffs tu, normal aah... kerja2 utk ALLAH ni... never ez... ups n downs.. takkan free2 ALLAH kasi kita masuk syurga.. hehe.. mesti ader test.. n so, same like our life.. up n down.. biasa lah... all this are but ALLAH test to us..

So.. ok.. here is the story.. haha.. sorry banyak gazette..
ok apart from bz with Saff.. its more of werk n my studies.. i guess..

At werk.. recently... my
Marketing Manager just resigned. N knowing that, a part of my support system.. sumone who has been chasing me, encouraging me, supporting me, motivating me, checking on me at werk.. is no longer there... haiz... sedih woah... sad sad.. so worried.. whos gonna be there to give me that support when i need.. gonna miss her..

N best part is.. my Boss is not interested in getting a new Mktg Mgr... n is looking forward to spread all her task to the 3 of us, Mktg Execs... so.. more werkload..

Then.. soon after tt... my colleague had to report for reservist.. 3 weeks.. So, 3 weeks of officer conversion trg for him.. 3 weeks of hell for me.. as i had to cover his werk..

takpe.. take it in..

but so... day after day... mcm.. terpikiak lah.. Y AM I DOING ALL THESE???
i could just stick to design n not accept this position... im like officially no longer a designer.. mcm jarang gitu dpt design benda..
but alas... reminded that i decided tt i wanna widen my scope to more than just design.. n learn the bigger aspect of marketing.. yeah...

n tts 1.. then i had my studies.. im currently taking Diploma dlm Pengajian Islam (DPI).. n just had our Mid Sem Paper. I didnt came for the 1st 2 days.. n lucky me they give me chance to come another day. n so.. i took 3 papers on last week, tuesday.. and 2 more on the next day, weds. MATI WOAH!! OTAK JAM!! BRAIN FREEZE!!! HAHAHA!!! BRAIN FREEZE!!! GET IT??? hheheh... but alhamdulillah.. ok2lah... biasalah.. kalau belajar, tak susah... so.. i should study more next time.. hehe..

so.. tt was like y... so for those peeps.. who have not seen me in action.. physically or virtually... afwan yar... i really tried squeezing my time lah.. for u guys.. May ALLAH give me.. us all strength and baraqah to steadfast in what we do.. as anything good that we do.. insyaALLAH is for Him as well..

N ALLAH have promised.. that He will always be with those who are beriman, bersabar dan berusaha... n May he grant us kemenangan insyaALLAH... Ameen..

Peace Outz...

2006-03-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

Aloo.....
yesterday, accompanied my dad n mum to this Alexandra media briefing and public viewing..

Apparently, the new Alex hosp is gonna be build in Yishun few years later, they asked for feedbacks by putting lots of feedback forms all ard yishun. So my father gave his..
and guess wat? it was picked out! And yesterday, they chose 3 recipients for a token, for giving valuable feedbacks..

His suggestion was:
1) To construct toilets for handicap/wheelchair ppl outside of the mens n ladies toilets. Scenario, if the oneassisting the wheelchair bound is off the different gender, then a problem. This is what he faced when he is assisting my mum.

2) To have a small musolla for the muslims to pray, rather than hogging around rest areas n beside patients beds. yeap... kencang dia..
Kena interview straights time lah, channelnews asia lah.. and all.. kencang dia..
ok.. enuf said.. here are some photos.... (later..heheh...)

His the small cute guy in purple.... Yeap.. my dad!

2006-03-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

Ok, here is an animation that i did with some fellow mates of mine! baik punya.. rem all those great times! haha... its about how mummy get their perfect shade = the pyramid. aite... ENjoy!

2006-03-17T09:25:00.000+08:00

eh lama benor hambo tak update sini... so... hmm....
sabau jer lah... insyaALLAH.. now dah ok... will explain y later... hahah...

Have a good day...
Fii Amanillah wa Lihubbillah....

2006-03-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

SMC MEETING - 9/3/06

We just had one of our weekly SMC meetings last nite.. we call ourselves SMC.. Saff Management Committee.. ehhe.. kire exco lah gitu.. ALWAYS be DIFFERENT!!! YEAH!!!.... so..

so... like it or not... this is wat we go through in our weekly meetings.. doodles.... lepaks... farnie faces... and with all these.... directions and goals are easily achieved! hahahha!!! (Yeah ryt...)

Actually.. ni sajer2 jer gambar...hehhehe... lighten up ppl!

for more photos... go to my fotopages... http://hafizjenggo.fotopages.com/

2006-02-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah! SAPPHITE!!! aka Saff APPreciation HIgh TEa.. was superb! All thanks to ALLAH.. for helping us making sure it was great.

& it was a HOT event.. n i mean literally.. Hahah... (u get wat i mean..)

What happened? (apart for the fact tt i had to become MC!! kecoh beb!)

Opening address by MC
Intro to SAPPHITE
Head of Saff gave his speech
Under chair Game
Presentation of 2005 events
Presentation of SMC 2006
Presentation of Saff units
Game Carik2
Presentation of 2006 events
Final presentations (ni touching beb....)

Almost cried at the end.. hahaha... but really.. it was really nice... to be there... to see all those faces.. young and old... new n oldies... everyone.. great reunion! yeah... hehe..

Jangan serik dngan kita pat Saff yeah.. n Hope to see u guys again... SOON!!!
Check here http://hafizjenggo.fotopages.com/ for more pics aite... enjoy...

2006-02-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

May that particular person who found my PDA, be a person who really needs that PDA more than i do... InsyaALLAH...

2006-02-21T17:12:00.000+08:00

For those filling down with challenges in Life...
this is a nice song to rise up to ur feet.. Guess wat song.. tak tau.. baru ask me..

"I can make it through the rain...
I can stand up once again...
On my own and I know...
That I’m strong enough to mend....
And every time I feel afraid...
I hold tighter to my faith....
And I live one more day...
And I make it through the rain....."

2006-02-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

Jus wanna share sumting.. by Ust Manaf (pres of FMSA) Background info, his teaching me al-quran in DPI...

He shared wat his guru shared b4 he terjun ke masyarakat...
"Berani Hidup Berani Mati. Takut mati, Jangan Hidup. Takut Hidup, Mati SAHAJA.."

Buat renungan bersama...

2006-02-14T16:58:00.000+08:00

I feel like trying for this...

Am i crazy??? Should i???

2006-02-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

RELITE MY FIRE!!!

hehe... yeah.. just came back from a camp.. RELITE CAMP! organised by IMPIAN and Saff, solely for the 6 Full Time Madrasah student in spore.. (n i still cant believe it tt i still got some energy left to cycle back to saff centre with hairil after the camp, from west coast park) GILA! ahaha..

yeah.. it was really a nice camp.. superbly.. a camp that i so long, longing for... seolah2 teringat nostalgia the kind of camps we use to be running really..

the inputs n contents were there.. the peradaban was there.. the fun n games were there.. the corny farni jokes and acts were there.. the nasyids were there.. the solat jemaah was there.. the azan was there.. the tazkirah was there.. the asatizah was there.. the great was there.. the superb claps were there.. the cheers were there.. the performance were there.. fun laughter were there all round.. the sleepy late nites were there.. the rain was there.. the sun was there.. the tents were there...

alhamdulillah.. it was great.. really.. i think the org team did superbly.. yeah.. superb.. it was not an ez camp.. but alhamdulillah.. ALLAH has send His angels to help us.. by our side.. in our strive.. subhanallah..

May ALLAH bless our small efforts in His cause.. InsyaALLAH...

2006-02-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

Last weekend.. it was my frens hari pertunangan.. Irfan and Sahinah.. we the guys overnited at umah Irfan and had our own fun time, kacau-ing irfan.. hehe..

This video was when we went out tt sunday morning nak amik kek yg dia tempah.. tngah sotz2 mlm tido lambat.. bangun awal.. otak semua dah mereng... ntah ape citer ntah.. kita semangat with an oldies kartun... yeah.. Dark Wing Duck... Check it out... btw.. more videos here... enjoy them...

for photos.. go here..
http://hafizjenggo.fotopages.com/

HAHA!! Waah.. ALhamdulillah... At last! Tunang jugak member aku sorang ni...Irfan, irfan... irfan and sahinah...
One thing abt them, they have been together for like 9 years?? since sec 3? wow.. tahan seh.. setia.. n clean sheet.. tts good..

we had fun aah.. the guys kita overnite umah irfan.. tolong potong daun pandan untuk buat bunga rampai, bungkus beribu2 buku sabun, potong ayam(haha), buat epok2, main game, tido, amik kek, pendek kata.. mcm2... haha..

well.. semoga berkekalan hingga ke hari perkahwinan. Dont be notty n hanky panky.. (ni reminder jer) be strong, have faith, and stick together.. u have last these long years.. wats there for this lil bit more..
CONGRATS GUYS!!!

2006-02-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

MY 1st video online.. ok ni kental.. but check it out...

An animation impression done of the Rock of WWE. As in the real stone/rock, character...
one of my school assignments dulu time pat poly...

2006-02-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

hmm... im so sad... really..kos.. shes like.. sigh.. shes the motivator, discipline master, faci, ,mentor and guide... for me at werk..

she always encourage me to do well.. to go up a step.. go up the level... improve myself.. believe in myself.. give me room for mistakes and make me learn..

now.. shes taking her leave from this co.. taking a higher step, higher level challenge for herself..
my colleague actually cried.. n told her.. "Wan Xin.. why? Don't leave!" oh man... 1 more mth left.. n i can feel the lost...

well... ALL THE BEST LADY BOSS!!! WISH U THE GREATEST LUCK!!! Miss Yeo Wan Xin.

I'm leaving...

2006-02-07T15:09:00.000+08:00

Got a shock of my life this morn.. all of us.. me and my colleague..

________________________________________________________

From: Marketing Manager (name is disclosed)
Subject: I'm leaving.

Dear Team,

Most of you might have already heard from Kevin that I am leaving.

The past 2 years has been extremely rewarding, and I think I have grown a lot, both personally and professionally, together with InnovAsia. I could still remember how excited I was to be presented with this opportunity to work at InnovAsia, when I was still a “ditzy” SIA flight stewardess. (Well, I guess the ditzy part remains till today!).

This decision to leave was not an easy one at all; nevertheless, this is something I need to do. Moving on, I will be working for another startup on a part-time basis, and taking this opportunity to “clear my head” and figure out what I want to do with my life. Job hunting is not going to be easy, but I think it is a major personal “project” which requires 100% of my time and effort.

Thank you to each and every one of you, and all the best!

Regards,

Marketing Manager (name is disclosed)

2006-02-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
You noe wat.. me n my class mates in DPI are like so semangat now.. Recently.. actually this week.. n infact YESTERDAY.. we just set up this yahoogroup..and we call it, or ourselves.. "Thulabul 'Ilm".. or rightly known as "Seekers of Knowledge". And we all wanted something up on our yahoogroups homepage! and so... Tadaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Take a look!! This is what i did!!!

And yeah.. one basic rule of this yahoogroup is
1) NO SPAMMING
2) NO SPAMMING
3) NO SPAMMING

hehe.. its really meant to be used for our study notes.. sharings, tips.. and anything to do only with DPI..
okies then.. Chaoz!!

Btw, this is the original pic... I took in Sydney...

2006-02-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah... its not what we expected.. the sister is still ok.. cuma shes goin to go for a 2nd opinion to be really sure.. yeah.. insyaALLAH...

2006-02-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

Ur prayers is required...

At 2pm... My beloved sister/fren in Islam.. is goin for a checkup on her young foetus.. d doc suspect its ectopic pregnancy.. something that is worse than miscarriage as it can endangers the mother's life.. please pray for her that its not going to be it.. and may ALLAH give her strength to go through this test... ameen...

2006-02-01T10:12:00.000+08:00

i'm SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!
(yet... so menggelabah n shivvering like nobody business.....)